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#14 New Today
 
January 12, 2013

First I broke two bones in my left should and badly tore a rotator cuff  and am seeing a sports medicine specialist. Okay so the new thing is these e-books not printed but available on line and so we are looking at this now.
 
Here are my plans!

So I feel now is the time to update my first three (3) books and add a second language:

1. COLLIN THE CANADA GOOSE
In English & Japanese
Illustrated in black & white drawings by Mickey E.J. Schilling
To be translated into Japanese by <unknown at this time>

Originally published by Blue Sky Graphics

2. CHARLIE THE SHY COWBOY
In English & German
The Germans have a long love affair with the American cowboy
Illustrated in black & white drawings by Mickey E.J. Schilling

To be translated into German by James "Jim" Bachmann

Originally published by Blue Sky Graphics

3. Rick & Jim's    REAL REEL INDIANS
In English & French
The French Canadians are an untapped market and I would like to check it out.
Illustrated in black & white drawings by James "Jim" Robert Griffin

To be translated into French by James "Jim" Bachmann

Originally published by Blue Sky Graphics

Then there is last years' new book
4. THE BANJO & THE TELESCOPE
In English & Russian
Illustrated in watercolor paintings by Dorothy M. Speiser
Translated in Russian by Yury Oshmyansky and Russian Edited by Elena Rabinovich

Then I have the two new kids 5&6

Introduction by television great Arthur Gordon "Art" Linkletter (July 17, 1912 – May 26, 2010) was a Canadian-born American radio and television personality.
Reviewed by: US Senators: Bob Dole, Steve Symms, James A. McClure and Timothy Wirth, Timothy Wirth is the President of the United Nations Foundation and the Better World Fund.

Originally published by Publish America of Baltimore Maryland

5. THE WOODSMAN & THE STAR
In English & Chinese & Spanish
Illustrated in watercolor paintings by Dorothy M. Speiser

Translated in Chinese by Charley Soong, a cousin of  Soong May-ling or Soong Mei-ling, also known as Madame Chiang Kai-shek or Madame Chiang who was married to Chiang Kai-shek (October 31, 1887 – April 5, 1975) Edited by Geyoung Soong

Translated in Spanish by Eduardo Mario Fuerte

Introduction by Alaska Wildlife Alliance director John Toppenberg
Not yet published

6. HATTIE HART & THE FLOWER DOCTOR
In English & Arabic & Spanish

Illustrated in watercolor paintings by Dorothy M. Speiser

Translated in Arabic by Dr. Mohamed A. Shahba, PhD. (a real life flower doctor)

Translated in Spanish by Eduardo Mario Fuerte

Not yet published

The world has lots and lots of problems and for all of us in the world to work together and to solve these problems we need to be able to communicate. To communicate we need to share a language. To share a language we need to encourage one another to learn a second or third language and these little books are one small step in attempting to encourage people to learn another language and perhaps by seeing them there together they will attempt to do exactly that! This is my hope however foolish. I hope each of you had a Happy New Year and the year will bring you much joy, happiness, good health, prosperity, peace and above all else LOVE!
 
Richard A. Payne
 
#13 New Today

Is 13 an unlucky number well perhaps I can change that for you.

“Love is like an earthquake-unpredictable, a little scary, but when the hard part is over you realize how lucky you truly are.”

My dear old mother was the first to introduce me to the idea of "luck" as in good luck or bad luck. Your success or failure apparently brought by chance rather than through one's own actions. Luck is nothing more than a matter of chance some believe is manipulated by the karma you have brought onto yourself.

Luck or fortunity might be that good fortune which occurs beyond one's control, without regard to one's will, intention, or desired result. There are at least two senses people usually mean when they use the term, the prescriptive sense and the descriptive sense. In the prescriptive sense, luck is the supernatural and deterministic concept that there are forces (e.g. gods or spirits) which prescribe that certain events occur very much the way the laws of physics will prescribe that certain events occur. It is the prescriptive sense that people mean when they state that they "do not believe in luck". In the descriptive sense, luck is merely a name we give to events after they occur which we find to be fortuitous and perhaps improbable.

Cultural views of luck vary from perceiving luck as a matter of random chance to attributing to luck explanations of faith or superstition. For example, the Romans believed in the embodiment of luck as the goddess Fortuna, while the philosopher Daniel Dennett believes that "luck is mere luck" rather than a property of a person or thing.

Lucky symbols are popular worldwide and take many forms. A rabbit's foot, four leaf clover, a number, a day or perhaps an item like a shirt shoe or sock.

The English noun luck appears comparatively late, during the 1480s, as a loan from Low German (Dutch or Frisian) luk, a short form of gelucke (Middle High German gelücke). It likely entered English as a gambling term, and the context of gambling remains detectable in the word's connotations; luck is a way of understanding a personal chance event. Luck has three aspects which make it distinct from chance or probability.

    Luck can be good or bad.
    Luck can be accident or chance.
    Luck applies to an entity.

Some examples of luck:

    Break a leg
    You correctly guess an answer in a quiz which you did not know.
    Your car breaking down could be bad luck, if it was by chance and against the odds.

Before the adoption of luck at the end of the Middle Ages, Old English and Middle English expressed the notion of "good fortune" with the word speed (Middle English spede, Old English spēd); speed besides "good fortune" had the wider meaning of "prosperity, profit, abundance"; it is not associated with the notion of probability or chance but rather with that of fate or divine help; a bestower of success can also be called speed, as in "Christ be our speed" (William Robertson, Phraseologia generalis, 1693).

The notion of probability was expressed by the Latin loanword chance, adopted in Middle English from the late 13th century, literally describing an outcome as a "falling" (as it were of dice), via Old French cheance from Late Latin cadentia "falling". Fortuna, the Roman goddess of fate or luck, was popular as an allegory in medieval times, and even though it was not strictly reconcilable with Christian theology, it became popular in learned circles of the High Middle Ages to portray her as a servant of God in distributing success or failure in a characteristically "fickle" or unpredictable way, thus introducing the notion of chance.
Interpretations of luck

Luck is interpreted and understood in many different ways.
Luck as lack of control

Luck refers to that which happens to a person beyond that person's control. This view incorporates phenomena that are chance happenings, a person's place of birth for example, but where there is no uncertainty involved, or where the uncertainty is irrelevant. Within this framework one can differentiate between three different types of luck:

    Constitutional luck, that is, luck with factors that cannot be changed. Place of birth and genetic constitution are typical examples.
    Circumstantial luck—with factors that are haphazardly brought on. Accidents and epidemics are typical examples.
    Ignorance luck, that is, luck with factors one does not know about. Examples can be identified only in hindsight.

Luck as a fallacy

Another view holds that "luck is probability taken personally." A rationalist approach to luck includes the application of the rules of probability and an avoidance of unscientific beliefs. The rationalist feels the belief in luck is a result of poor reasoning or wishful thinking. To a rationalist, a believer in luck who asserts that something has influenced his or her luck commits the "post hoc ergo propter hoc" logical fallacy: that because two events are connected sequentially, they are connected causally as well. In general:

    A happens (luck-attracting event or action) and then B happens;
    Therefore, A influenced B.

More contemporary authors writing on the subject believe that definition of good destiny is: one who enjoys good health, has the physical and mental capabilities of achieving his goals in life, has good appearance, has happiness in mind and is not prone to accidents.

In the rationalist perspective, mine for example, probability is only affected by confirmed causal connections.

The gambler's fallacy and inverse gambler's fallacy both explain some reasoning problems in common beliefs in luck. They involve denying the unpredictability of random events: "I haven't rolled a seven all week, so I'll definitely roll one tonight".

Luck is consistent with random walk probability theory.
Luck as an essence
Maneki-neko with Seven Lucky gods.

There is also a series of spiritual, or supernatural beliefs regarding fortune. These beliefs vary widely from one to another, but most agree that luck can be influenced through spiritual means by performing certain rituals or by avoiding certain circumstances. Remember "step on a crack and you'll break your mother's back!"?

Luck can also be a belief in an organization of fortunate and unfortunate events. Luck is a form of superstition which is interpreted differently by different individuals. Carl Jung coined the term synchronicity, which he described as "a meaningful coincidence".

Abrahamic religions believe God controls future events; belief in luck or fate is criticized in Book of Isaiah chapter 65, verses 11-12:

    What will happen to you for offering food and wine to the gods you call good luck and fate? Your luck will end. This makes me prone me to believe that God controls our luck.

Belief in the extent of Divine Providence varies; most acknowledge providence as at least a partial, if not complete influence on luck. Christianity, in its early development, accommodated many traditional practices which at different times, accepted omens and practiced forms of ritual sacrifice in order to divine the will of their supreme being or to influence divine favoritism. The concepts of "Divine Grace" or "Blessing" as they are described by believers closely resemble what is referred to as "luck" by others.

Mesoamerican religions, such as the Aztecs, Mayans and Incas, had particularly strong beliefs regarding the relationship between rituals and the gods, which could in a similar sense to Abrahamic religions be called luck or providence. In these cultures, human sacrifice (both of willing volunteers and captured enemies), as well as self sacrifice by means of bloodletting, could possibly be seen as a way to propitiate the gods and earn favor for the city offering the sacrifice. An alternative interpretation would be that the sacrificial blood was considered as a necessary element for the gods to maintain the proper working order of the universe, in the same way that oil would be applied to an automobile to keep it working as designed.

Many traditional African practices, such as voodoo and hoodoo, have a strong belief in superstition. Some of these religions include a belief that third parties can influence an individuals luck. Shamans and witches are both respected and feared, based on their ability to cause good or bad fortune for those in villages near them. Southern white men one time believed that sleeping with a black woman could change their luck from good to bad.

Luck as a self-fulfilling prophecy

Some encourage the belief in luck as a false idea, but which may produce positive thinking, and alter one's responses for the better. Others, like Jean-Paul Sartre and Sigmund Freud, feel a belief in luck has more to do with a locus of control for events in one's life, and the subsequent escape from personal responsibility. According to this theory, one who ascribes their travails to "bad luck" will be found upon close examination to be living risky lifestyles. In personality psychology, people reliably differ from each other depending on four key aspects: beliefs in luck, rejection of luck, being lucky, and being unlucky. People who believe in good luck are more optimistic, more satisfied with their lives, and have better moods. If "good" and "bad" events occur at random to everyone, believers in good luck will experience a net gain in their fortunes, and vice versa for believers in bad luck. This is clearly likely to be self-reinforcing. Thus, a belief in good luck may actually be an adaptive meme.

What is really interesting to me is the social aspects of luck.

Wheel of fortune as depicted in Sebastian Brant`s book, author Albrecht Dürer

Luck is an important factor in many aspects of society. For example games with little or no skill or talent involved.

A game may depend on luck rather than skill or effort. For example, Chess does not involve any random factors such as throwing dice, while Dominoes has the "luck of the draw" when selecting tiles.

Lotteries and for the record I purchase lottery tickets and Powerball tickets but I do like where the money goes from these ticket sales...even if I never win anything. My mother did use to say and I do believe that some day our ship will come and we will win but only if we play and I believe perhaps a little even if we never win.

Many countries have a national lottery. Individual views of the chance of winning, and what it might mean to win, are largely expressed by statements about luck. For example, the winner was "just lucky" meaning they contributed no skill or effort.

I love examples of using luck as a means of resolving issues. "Leaving it to chance" is a way of resolving issues. For example, flipping a coin at the start of a sporting event may determine who goes first.

Most cultures consider some numbers to be lucky or unlucky. This is found to be particularly strong in Asian cultures, where the obtaining of "lucky" telephone numbers, automobile license plate numbers, and household addresses are actively sought, sometimes at great monetary expense. Numerology, as it relates to luck, is closer to an art than to a science, yet numerologists, astrologists or psychics may disagree. It is interrelated to astrology, and to some degree to parapsychology and spirituality and is based on converting virtually anything material into a pure number, using that number in an attempt to detect something meaningful about reality, and trying to predict or calculate the future based on lucky numbers. Numerology is folkloric by nature and started when humans first learned to count. Through human history it was, and still is, practiced by many cultures of the world from traditional fortune-telling to on-line psychic reading. For the record my lucky number seems to be eight (8).

Different thinkers like Thomas Kuhn have discussed the role of chance in scientific discoveries. This is somewhat fascinating but even more in luck in religion and mythology. For example:

Buddhism, Gautama Buddha, the founder of Buddhism, taught his followers not to believe in luck. The view which was taught by Gautama Buddha states that all things which happen must have a cause, either material or spiritual, and do not occur due to luck, chance or fate. I have always agreed with this somewhat.The idea of moral causality, karma (Pali: kamma), is central in Buddhism. In the Sutta Nipata, the Buddha is recorded as having said the following about selling luck:

    Whereas some religious men, while living of food provided by the faithful make their living by such low arts, such wrong means of livelihood as palmistry, divining by signs, interpreting dreams ... bringing good or bad luck ... invoking the goodness of luck ... picking the lucky site for a building, the monk Gautama refrains from such low arts, such wrong means of livelihood.

However belief in luck is prevalent in many predominantly Buddhist countries. In Thailand, Buddhists may wear verses (takrut) or lucky amulets which have been blessed by monks for protection against harm, do not laugh Catholics do this as well.

Hinduism, a Rangoli design. In Hinduism it is said that by proper worship, with a meticulous prayer procedure (Sanskrit: Shri Lakshmi Sahasranam Pujan Vidhi) the blessings of Lakshmi, the Hindu goddess of money and fortune, may be obtained. Lakshmi Parayan (prayer) is performed in most Hindu homes on the day of Diwali, the festival of lights. At that time also Rangoli are drawn, decorative designs on floors of living rooms and courtyards during Hindu festivals that are meant as a sacred welcoming area for the luck.

Islam, there is no concept of luck in Islam other than actions determined by Allah based on the merit of the choice made by human beings. It is stated in the Qur'an (Sura: Adh-Dhariyat (The Wind that Scatter) verse:22) that one's sustenance is pre-determined in heaven when the Lord says: "And in the heaven is your provision and that which ye are promised." However, one should supplicate towards Allah to better one's life rather than hold faith in un-Islamic acts such as using "lucky charms". However, in Arabic language there is a word which directly means "luck", which is حظ ḥaẓẓ, and a word for "lucky", محظوظ maḥẓūẓ.

I think it is important for a man to give this some serious thought, this idea of luck, to some extent it truly does define him as the man he is.

Here are some thoughts to consider:

"A great man's greatest good luck is to die at the right time."
Eric Hoffer

"And I always found that the harder I worked, the better my luck was, because I was prepared for that."
Ed Bradley

"Be grateful for luck. Pay the thunder no mind - listen to the birds. And don't hate nobody."
Eubie Blake

"Beautiful? It's all a question of luck. I was born with good legs. As for the rest... beautiful, no. Amusing, yes."
Josephine Baker

"But no nation can base its survival and development on luck and prayers alone while its leadership fritters away every available opportunity for success and concrete achievement."
Ibrahim Babangida

"Dear World, I am leaving because I am bored. I feel I have lived long enough. I am leaving you with your worries in this sweet cesspool. Good luck."
George Sanders

"Destiny is a good thing to accept when it's going your way. When it isn't, don't call it destiny; call it injustice, treachery, or simple bad luck."
Joseph Heller


And if you forget all the rest remember this one...

"Diligence is the mother of good luck."
Benjamin Franklin


Forgive me but it is true that careful and persistent work or effort will indeed increase you luck to surplus.

I wish you all joy and happiness, peace and good health, prosperity and even more LOVE, in the week ahead none of which has anything to do with luck.

With "LOVE" Always,
Richard A. Payne
 
 
#12 New Today

 

"The day that hunger is eradicated from the earth there will be the greatest spiritual explosion the world has ever known. Humanity cannot imagine the joy that will burst into the world..."-
Federico Garcia Lorca 

Wednesday July 18, 2012

 

This is my 12th posting and it should be special and so it will be. This is an issue that has been very important to me since 1968 about 45 years now. I have won awards for working with children. I have focused on those most like me as a child. I was dirt poor. I was often either homeless or close to it. In school I was a problem child who was often in trouble. I had learning problems for example I couldn’t see the blackboard most of the time. I seldom got enough to eat. I was angry as hell about that most of the time. My mom was quick to give me additional responsibilities but slow to see or consider I mean really consider the things that bothered me. I was lucky and had a Guardian Angel watching over me I know!


My Dear Friends....in 1968 I was a teaching assistant to a wonderful woman who taught some very special children, many grossly mentally retarded and some that were just slow. They were a real mixture of abused, children with mental and physical handicaps and issues. They touched my heart in ways I still can not describe. It changed my life. I have several degrees in education because of the experience. Sometimes I have trouble sleeping because believe or not I hear the world's children crying and praying to a God who only sometimes listens.

Because chronic hunger and homelessness is a fact of life for over one billion people around the world, the media rarely cover the story. And because the problem is so large and complex, simple remedies do not create any lasting solutions. Hence, people are discouraged, and thus decide they can individually do nothing to better these circumstances.
But, truth is, the solution all starts with you. One person can make a difference, and all persons working together can make a miracle.  I hate to write things like this because it is truly a downer!

The first -and most important- thing you can do to help the hungry and homeless is become educated. The truth is an education is also key to pulling most of these children out of poverty.

Please consider this:

HOMELESSNESS:

I have to tell you that there was many times when I was a child that my family found themselves homeless. That fear drives me to never stop working and never take a vacation and never stop trying to help others see and understand this horrible terrible condition.

Worldwide, 1.3 billion people live on less than $1 US dollar per day.

The United States, despite being one of the wealthiest countries in the world has the highest rate of poverty.

Three million Americans, a fourth of which are children, go without shelter every night.

Families with children comprise 39% of the homeless population and make up the fastest growing segment of the homeless.

One child in five lives below the poverty line in our country, making children the poorest age group in the United States, which accounts for the growing percentage of children who are homeless.

Children account for over 25% of the homeless population.

Every 53 minutes an American child dies from poverty.

Less than 6% of the homeless are that way by choice.

Many homeless people are among the working poor. A person earning a minimum wage can't earn enough to support a family of three or pay inner-city rent.

About 25 percent of the homeless are estimated to be emotionally disturbed. One percent may need long-term hospitalization; the others can become self-sufficient with help.

Some homeless are substance abusers; research suggests one in four. Many of these are included in the 25 percent who suffer from mental illness.

The largest proportion of homeless are single men.

Illegal immigrants are swelling the ranks of the homeless.

Millions are among the hidden homeless people who are one crisis away from losing their homes. They may be doubled or tripled up in housing or 48 hours from eviction or about to leave a hospital with nowhere to go.

I would bet and easily win that nobody in my own family could or would believe the amount of money I myself have donated to try and change this. I would never brag about such a thing but believe it is perhaps the most important thing in the world to me.

My mother, my little brother and sister and me lived for almost a month under a picnic table at Table Rock Lake in Missouri eating nothing but apples from an old apple tree and fish.


HUNGER:

Every 3.6 seconds, someone dies of hunger. The have NOTHING to eat!!!

About 24,000 people die every day from hunger or hunger related causes. This is down from 35,000 ten years ago, and 41,000 twenty years ago. 

It is estimated that some 800 million people in the world suffer from hunger and malnutrition, about 100 times as many as those who actually die from it each year.

75% of these deaths are children under 5. These are our precious babies people!

35,000 children die from malnutrition every day.

Over 200 million boys and girls under the age of 5 in developing countries are hungry.

12 million children die every year -- that's 23 boys and girls every minute -- of hunger or diseases related to hunger. You wonder why I have trouble sleeping.

Today 10% of children in developing countries die before the age of five. This is down from 28% fifty years ago.

Most hunger deaths are caused by chronic malnutrition. Families simply cannot get enough to eat. This in turn is caused by extreme poverty.

Besides death, chronic malnutrition also causes impaired vision, listlessness, stunted growth, and greatly increased susceptibility to disease. Severely malnourished people are unable to function at even a basic level.

Hungry children suffer the loss of precious mental capacities and fall ill more often. Many of those who go to bed hungry every night grow up with lasting mental and physical disabilities. I can remember my little belly hurting so bad I cried myself to sleep from being hungry and so I speak from a very real experience my friends.

Children
One out of four homeless people is a child. The fastest growing homeless group in the United States is families with children. Their number nearly doubled between 1984 and 1989, and continues to do so. Many homeless children are alone.

They may be runaways who left home because there is no money for food, because they are victims of rape, incest, or violence or because one or both of their parents is in emotional turmoil. Some are "throwaways" whose parents tell them to leave home, or won't allow them to return once they leave. I left home when I was 14 years old for this very reason and that is a simple fact! My stepfather want to have sex with me and I kept him off of me for as long as I could but he never stopped trying and so finally I left home after a very close call and went to live with a kind and compassionate school teacher...he saved my life in so many ways.

AIDS Victims
Thirty-two thousand people with AIDS and their dependents were homeless in 1989. By 1995 over 100,000 AIDS related sufferers are projected to join their ranks. When I decided to come out of my closet it was due to coming to grips with the price others have paid for my security in the closet.

Gays and Lesbians

Another main factor that has been forcing so many American teenagers to the streets is homosexuality. According to a report by 20/20 's Connie Chung, there are so many teenagers who are getting thrown out of their houses by their parents because of their sexual orientation. Since  these kids have no where to go or no one to talk to, they turn in to prostitution and drugs which in turn has been the main factor for the increase in the rate of suicides among teenagers in the gay and lesbian population. I will never rest until gay people enjoy equal protection under America's laws and have the same rights as straight people do!

You can make a difference and I know this...

Work with organizations such as the 2010 Family Support Services which, is a part of Youth Homelessness Program that helps runaway gay and lesbian teenagers from becoming homeless by training them to work, helping them to go to college or support them in talking to their parents and so on.

Work at a shelter: perhaps an evening or overnight shift. Help with clerical work: answer phones, type, file, sort mail. Serve food, wash dishes, sort or distribute clothes.

Help build or fix up houses or shelters: check with your local public housing authority or Habitat for Humanity (their national number is 1-800-422-4828). Their address: Habitat for Humanity International, 270 Peachtree Street NW, Suite 1300
Atlanta, GA 30303 USA 1-800-HABITAT

Every city has one and I support mine.

Offer your professional skills and services directly or to assist in job training: many services and skills are needed, including secretarial, catering, plumbing, accounting, management, carpentry, tutoring, public relations, fundraising, legal, medical, dentistry, writing, child care, counseling, etc.

Share your hobbies: teach a group, or work one-to-one with a homeless person.

Help children: work with program directors who are coordinating field trips, picnics or art workshops for homeless children.

Involve others: convince your classmates, co-workers, church members, or civic club to join, or support, your efforts.

Make Contributions:
While the concern and support demonstrated by volunteer work are essential, material help is a necessity too. The end to homelessness is a long road; in the meantime, homeless people and those running programs need help every day.

Needed items include:

Clothing: The lack of clean, well fitting clothes and shoes causes great hardship beyond exposure to the elements; it hurts one's self-image and one's chance to get ahead. No matter how many clothes homeless people used to have, they must travel light, with few opportunities to safely store, or adequately clean, what they can't carry. On job interviews, a poorly dressed person has little chance for success. Give your unused clothes to those who need them. Before you give your own clothes or start a clothing drive, talk to your local shelter: find out what items they really need. Most have limited storage space, and can't use winter clothes in summer or vice versa. Some serve only a certain group of people. Please clean the clothes before you donate them.

Contribute in-kind services and materials: copying, printing, food, transportation, marketing assistance, computer equipment and assistance, electrical work, building materials, plumbing, etc.

Donate household goods or other items: kitchen utensils, furniture, books, etc. Toys, games, stuffed animals, dolls, and diapers are also in high demand.

Support a homeless person or family: as they move out of a shelter or transitional housing program, assist by contributing household goods, baby sitting, moral support.

Raise funds for a program: ask your group to abstain from one meal and donate the proceeds to a shelter or soup kitchen. Organize a bike or walk-a-thon, or a yard sale and donate the proceeds. Sponsor a benefit concert featuring local musicians (and include homeless musicians on the program).

Give directly: carry fast-food certificates, change, extra sandwiches, or fruit to give to homeless people.

Organize "survival kits" to give out to homeless people, with items like cups, pot, pan, soap, shampoo, toothpaste, toothbrushes, cosmetics. (Try coordinating this through a group that gives out meals from a van, for example). During cold weather organize drives for blankets, coats, hats, scarves, mittens and socks.

Help homeless people contact loved ones: give them the opportunity to make free, long distance calls on special days.

Encourage your company to hire homeless people: most homeless adults desperately want to work, but need an  employer to give them a chance.

Raise money for security deposits, to help families meet the first month's rent.

It is as a dear lady once said:

"The first freedom of man, I contend, is the freedom to eat."
– Eleanor Roosevelt


With Love & Hope,
Richard A. Payne

 

 
#11 New Today

July 5th, 2012

My Dear Friends:

I do hope everyone had a great and joyful 4th of July. Here it is very hot and the hot weather has got me thinking, how each Christmas I am so puzzled by the Christmas decorations. The angels available for tree tops are always females. There is no doubt that every reference to angels in Scripture refers to them in the masculine gender. The Greek word for “angel” in the New Testament, angelos, is in the masculine form. In fact, the feminine form of angelosdoes not exist. There are three genders in grammar—masculine (he, him, his), feminine (she, her, hers), and neuter (it, its). Angels are never referred to in any gender other than masculine. In the many appearances of angels in the Bible, never is an angel referred to as “she” or “it.” Furthermore, when angels did appear, they always appeared dressed as human males
(Genesis 18:2, 16; Ezekiel 9:2). No angel ever appeared in Scripture dressed as a female. There IS not such thing as a female angel!

The only named angels in the Bible—Michael, Gabriel, Lucifer—had male names and all were referred to in the masculine.
Revelation 12:7 – “…Michael and his angels.”; Luke 1:29 – “Mary was greatly troubled at his (Gabriel’s) words.”; Isaiah 14:12 – “Oh, Lucifer, son of the morning.” Other references to angels are always in the masculine gender. In Judges 6:21, the angel held the staff in his hand. Zechariah asked an angel a question and reports that he answered (Zechariah 1:19). The angels in Revelation are all spoken of as “he” and “his” (Revelation 7:1; 10:1, 5; 14:19; 16:2, 4, 17; 19:17; 20:1). IT is my hope to one day find a male angel for atop my tree.

The confusion about genderless angels comes from a misreading of
Matthew 22:30, which states that there will be no marriage in heaven because we “will be like the angels in heaven.” The statement that there will be no marriage has led some to believe that angels are “sexless” or genderless because (the thinking goes) the purpose of gender is procreation and, if there is to be no marriage and no procreation, there is no need for gender. But this is a leap that cannot be proven from the text. The fact that there is no marriage does not necessarily mean there is no gender. The many references to angels as males contradict the idea of genderless angels. But we must not confuse gender with sexuality. Clearly, there is no sexual activity in heaven, which we can safely derive from the statement about no marriage. But we can’t make the same leap from “no marriage” to “no gender.” I must say a heaven without sex hardly seems like much of a heaven to me.

Gender, then, is not to be understood strictly in terms of sexuality. Rather, the use of the masculine gender pronouns throughout Scripture is more a reference to authority than to sex. God always refers to Himself in the masculine. The blurring of the distinction between male and female can lead to heresies such as “mother/father God” and the Holy Spirit as an “it,” ignoring the references to Him in Scripture (
John 14:17; 15:16; 16:8, 13-14). The Holy Spirit is never described as an “it” or an inanimate force. God’s perfect plan for the order and structure of authority, both in the church and the home, imbues men with authority to rule in love and righteousness, just as God rules. It would simply be inappropriate to refer to heavenly beings as anything other than masculine because of the authority God has granted to them to wield His power (2 Kings 19:35), carry His messages (Luke 2:10), and represent Him on earth. I do not wish to make females angry but I do wish them to see and understand how things are and meant to be. I believe I have a Guardian Angel and "HE" of course is male. I believe each of you may also have a Guardian Angel to watch over you and they are to be sure all male.

I offer this cool thought to help make the hot summer more bearable. I am sure of few things but that all angels are male is one of them.

With LOVE Always!!!
Rick Payne

 
#10 New Today

June 26, 2012

Today I write about a place that inspired me so very much. They say the quintessential beauty of the Colorado Rocky Mountains is show-cased in the Rocky Mountain National Park near Estes Park. It is absolutely true! Let me repeat some simple facts

  • There are 416 square miles in size, encompassing 265,769 acres of wilderness
  • There are 359 miles of trails, originating from 35 trail-heads each more fun than the last
  • There are 150 lakes where animals can and do come to drink
  • There are 476 miles of creeks and streams, including the headwaters of the Colorado River breathing life into the place that is heaven on earth
  • There are 5 drive-in campgrounds, with 585 campsites or if you prefer many excellent hotels and motels in the area
  • There are 900 species of plants to study or admire and rest assured I do
  • There are 281 types of birds, including the broad-tailed hummingbird, mountain bluebird, osprey and peregrine falcon and I have seen eagles and hawks and owls
  • There are 60 species of mammals, including elk, moose, bighorn sheep, mule deer, black bears and coyote…it the city of Estes Park the elk visit and act like they own the place…I do love this place
  • There are 3,000 elk reside in Rocky Mountain National Park during the summer and wonder the entire city of Estes Park
  • Then there is the highest, continuous paved road in the United States, Trail Ridge Road, connects Grand Lake to Estes Park, and reaches 12,183 feet
  • Finally you'll find the Continental Divide that runs through Rocky Mountain National Park, the line that divides the flow of water between the Atlantic and Pacific oceans

I love this place like no other and I bring my old mare and ride for hours and hours and find myself renewed and charmed each and every time. I you do NOT love nature forget it, if you do, this is like not other place in America for shear beauty and majesty and charm. I was in my early thirties when I first came here; I was a broken and hurt man. I wanted to climb a mountain and get as close to God as I could. The place was like a magic tonic the way it worked on my soul and spirit. It renewed me and made me feel life still had something to offer and that I could still feel it and see it and experience assured me I was still very much alive and capable of seeing life as it should be! When I left the area on my way out of town I stopped by Our Lady Of The Mountains Catholic Church at 920 Big Thompson Avenue (Colorado Highway 34, the highway in and out of town) and thanked God, the Great Spirit, for the experience that I needed so very bad. I have stayed in Colorado for 25 years. When I came here my older brother and his family was here, then my little brother and his wife came and grew their family, then my oldest sister and her family came…they have all since left here for other places, but I remain. I have lived here longer than any other place in my entire life. I have found love, happiness and peace. I know I am about as close to God here as a man can get without dying. I saddle my old mare and often ride for several hours into these mountains. I wrote The Woodsman & The Star because of the experience. My friend Dot Speiser lived and owned a gallery in Estes Park and she created 77 watercolor illustrations of this area for that book. So yes indeed come and see this little piece of heaven and stay if you dare at the Stanley Hotel, known for its architecture, magnificent setting, and famous visitors, may possibly be best known today for its inspirational role in the Stephen King's novel, "The Shining." This Colorado hotel has been featured as one of America's most haunted hotels and with the numerous stories from visitors and staff, The Stanley Hotel continues to "shine" today, as it did in 1909 when first opened. I prefer another spot in Estes Park with a hot tub that has made the trip more than worth the effort several times for me a my date.  When my daughter left her mother while still in high school to come and live with me I brought her here. She seemed to enjoy the place too. I regret I never let her get too close to me or learn about me as the man I truly am, but I never felt close enough to get much trust in her.

In any event I love this place and it is very special to me. I came here and I healed and I feel good and strong and whole because of this place. Every man who was ever born lives and does his best with whatever God gives him. He sometimes makes mistakes, and Lord knows, I made mine. Sometimes life becomes just too much and it wears a man down, this is my spot that renewed me and gave me a second shot at life. I often come back to this place to renew and re-energize. For me, it may be as close to heaven as I will ever get. I know Pope John Paul II visited the area in 1993 and the Emperor of Japan included Estes Park on his itinerary in 1994 and neither had any regrets. My friend Dot captured the Pope on paper and water colors during his visit, she is a woman very close to the Great Spirit and it radiates off of her like sun light! In any event as the stubborn High Park Fire which has cost us $29.6 million to fight since it was started June 9 by a lightning strike draws close to this area I pray to the Great Spirit, that it never gets close enough to do any damage to this area I so love. With that in mind I now close this note to my loyal fans and readers.

I also wish to add a sad fare thee well to Donna Summer & Robin Gibb whose music I did love, Richard "Dick" Beals, Richard Dawson, Ray Douglas Bradbury, Robert Lawrence "Bob" Welch, Jr., Ann Rutherford (one of the last Gone With The Wind actors) and fellow Welshman Victor Spinetti. These are people who have died recently and who I shall miss. I hope they rest in eternal peace and that they know I think they enriched my life with their music, acting and contributions to the entertainment world. I wish them each an enjoyable journey into whatever is next for them.

Richard A. Payne

 

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Other Writers

Wednesday June 20th., 2012

 

These are writers I like to read. If I am to talk about other writers let me start with Joe Girzone. Rev. Joseph F. Girzone (born 1930) is an American writer, and most notable as the author of the Joshua series. Girzone was born in Albany, New York, to parents Peter and Margaret Girzone. He entered the Carmelite Order in 1948 and was ordained as a Catholic priest in 1955, just two years after my birth. After serving as pastor for various New York churches, he retired from the active priesthood in 1981 for health reasons. Following his retirement, he embarked on a second career as a full-time writer and speaker. Joseph Girzone now lives in Altamont, New York. In 1995 he established the Joshua Foundation, "an organization dedicated to making Jesus better known throughout the world."  He is a very good and decent man who I have got to know through letters. Dot Speiser introduced me and him.


He wrote:
Joshua(1983)
Joshua and the Children (1989)
Joshua and the Shepherd (1990)
Joshua In The Holy Land (1993)
Joshua and the City (1995)
Joshua : The Homecoming (1999)
Joshua in a Troubled World : A Story for Our Time (2005)

This is NOT a complete list but it will get you started.

I love writers to do something brave. Joseph Girzone wrote his parable, Joshua,  in 1983 and published it himself with neither accompanying fanfare nor expectation of the extraordinary effect it would have on people around the world. With only word-of-mouth for advertising, and by virtue of its simple message of love, Joshua became an international force of spiritual strength. Then, after its modest beginnings, Joshua and its sequels have millions of readers around the world, including me, and continue to bring hope and peace to all who seek nourishment. When Joshua moves to a small cabin on the edge of town, the local people are at first mystified, then confused by his presence. A quiet and simple man, Joshua appears to seek nothing for himself. He supports himself solely by carpentry and woodworking, and he charges very little for his services. Yet his work is exquisite. Even more exquisite, and even more mysterious, is the extraordinary effect he has on everyone he meets. All who come in contact with him can't help but be transformed by his incredible warmth. This is as it should be…love exchanged should look and feel like this. The acceptance and love in his eyes and in each actions amazes the townspeople. Who is Joshua and just what is he up to? The answer to that question amazes them almost as much discovery of that same transforming power in each of their own hearts. Joshua and Jesus are one and the same. These are some great books and well worth reading. The power of love is something that I do believe in.

 

Then there is James Grover Thurber (December 8, 1894 – November 2, 1961, my 7th birthday) was an author, cartoonist and celebrated wit during his time. Thurber is best known for his cartoons and short stories, published mainly in The New Yorker magazine then collected in his numerous books. One of the most popular humorists of his time, Thurber celebrated the comic frustrations and eccentricities of ordinary people. My sister Connie read me The Last Flower when he died and told me who he was. I still really love this little story, which I told on stage as James Thurber in a play. It is very special to me.

 

I was in High School, in 1970, and a teacher named Valerie Seldon taught a class in American Literature and she had us read several of his short stories and for some reason I just connected to this writer. As the years passed I watched films based on his short stories and made it a point to read everything he ever wrote. In college a drama teacher went to the campus library and had the librarian do some research to see who among the students was a real Thurber fan and she report that I was about the only fan who had made a point of reading everything the man had ever written. He contacted me and had me try out for a play entitled The Thurber Carnival and I got the leading male role. I ended up married to the leading lady, who became my first wife and the mother of my oldest daughter. The other cast members called us the Battling Bogarts.

His books include;

   Is Sex Necessary? or, Why You Feel The Way You Do
(spoof of sexual psychology manuals, with E. B. White), 1929, 75th anniv. edition (2004) with foreword by John Updike, ISBN 0-06-073314-4
   The Owl in the Attic and Other Perplexities, 1931
   The Seal in the Bedroom and Other Predicaments, 1932
   My Life and Hard Times, 1933 ISBN 0-06-093308-9
   The Middle-Aged Man on the Flying Trapeze, 1935
   Let Your Mind Alone! and Other More Or Less Inspirational Pieces, 1937
   The Last Flower, 1939, reissued 2007 ISBN 978-1-58729-620-8
   The Male Animal (stage play), 1939 (with Elliot Nugent) and screenplay starring Henry Fonda, written by Stephen Morehouse Avery
   Fables for Our Time and Famous Poems Illustrated, 1940 ISBN 0-06-090999-4
   My World and Welcome to It, 1942 ISBN 0-15-662344-7
   Many Moons, (children) 1943
   Men, Women, and Dogs, 1943
   The Great Quillow, (children) 1944
   The Thurber Carnival (anthology), 1945, ISBN 0-06-093287-2, ISBN 0-394-60085-1 (Modern Library Edition)
   The White Deer, (children) 1945
   The Beast in Me and Other Animals, 1948 ISBN 0-15-610850-X
   The 13 Clocks, (children) 1950
   The Thurber Album, 1952
   Thurber Country, 1953
   Thurber's Dogs, 1955
   Further Fables For Our Time, 1956
   The Wonderful O, (children) 1957
   Alarms and Diversions (anthology), 1957
   The Years With Ross, 1959 ISBN 0-06-095971-1
   A Thurber Carnival (stage play), 1960
   Lanterns and Lances, 1961

 

When I was in my twenties I really enjoyed reading Thurber and to a very large extent this writer helped shape and define me as a man. He taught me that the things in life that cause us the most grief and pain and be the source of some of the best humor. We can choose to laugh or cry at the things that get to us and I prefer to laugh out loud and hard. James Thurber was a brilliant man and a fine writer and his art makes me feel better about my own.

 

James Thurber helped to shape my feelings about women, dogs, what is real and what is not, how I think, feel and act as I have coped with life. He also helped determine how I handle stress, relate to others and make choices. I really owe this man truth be told.

 

Most of the writers I enjoy were suggested to me by people who I came to like and admire. While I was in college, about 1976 I had a professor named James Hoban, who I greatly admired and respected. He helped guide me into my love of the English language and the evolution of the words we use in the English language. He also suggested I get to know John Ronald Reuel Tolkien, who had just died,  (3 January 1892 – 2 September 1973) was an English writer, poet, philologist, and university professor, best known as the author of the classic high fantasy works The Hobbit, The Lord of the Rings, and The Silmarillion. In the 1970’s when I was in college everyone was reading JRR Tolkien. I got a hold of The Hobbit and started to read it and couldn’t stop. I loved each and every word.

Tolkien was Rawlinson and Bosworth Professor of Anglo-Saxon at Pembroke College, Oxford, from 1925 to 1945 and Merton Professor of English Language and Literature there from 1945 to 1959. He was a close friend of C. S. Lewis—they were both members of the informal literary discussion group known as the Inklings. Tolkien was appointed a Commander of the Order of the British Empire by Queen Elizabeth II on 28 March 1972. I recall many of my college friends sitting around a room staked up with books, sitting smoking our pipes and drinking Constant Comment Tea and talking about great books we had read and this included the works of Tolkien.

After his death, Tolkien's son Christopher published a series of works based on his father's extensive notes and unpublished manuscripts, including The Silmarillion. These, together with The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings form a connected body of tales, poems, fictional histories, invented languages, and literary essays about a fantasy world called Arda, and Middle-earth within it. Between 1951 and 1955, Tolkien applied the term legendarium to the larger part of these writings.

While many other authors had published works of fantasy before Tolkien, the great success of The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings led directly to a popular resurgence of the genre. This has caused Tolkien to be popularly identified as the "father" of modern fantasy literature—or, more precisely, of high fantasy. In 2008, The Times ranked him sixth on a list of "The 50 greatest British writers since 1945". Forbes ranked him the 5th top-earning dead celebrity in 2009. From this writer I learned to dare to dream and think and allow my self to escape beyond that which others defined as “real” and true. I let myself feel and experience things beyond real and true and go deeper into my imagination.

 

Tolkien was a Catholic and a man who loved the English language as much as I ever could and so it would follow that I came to love his work too.

 

The Hobbit
Is the story of Bilbo Baggins, 13 dwarves, and the wizard Gandalf go on an Adventure. This is a fantasy book that offered the first glimpse into Tolkien's sub-creation. 

The Lord of the Rings
Sometimes published in 3 volumes: 1. The Fellowship of the Ring; 2. The Two Towers; 3. The Return of the King. Tolkien's masterwork. A sequel to The Hobbit, but much richer and deeper (and longer) than its predecessor. Bilbo's heir Frodo Baggins embarks on an epic quest to destroy the sinister Ring acquired on the earlier journey. This collective work is often named the greatest novel of the 20th century. I loved it very much and read it over and over again.

The Adventures of Tom Bombadil
This is a collection of poems and light verse supposedly written by hobbits, actually collected from Tolkien's papers of many years.  It is fun to read after you have read the first four books.

The Road Goes Ever On
Songbook of Donald Swann's musical settings of several Tolkien poems. Includes new calligraphy and some historical and linguistic notes by Tolkien. Out of print.

The Silmarillion
Best seen as the lore book of the Elves whom the hobbits meet on their journeys. In a high formal tone, it tells of the mythic creation of the world and the tragic wars of the Elves and the Valar against evil. This volume was compiled after Tolkien's death as a "snapshot" of the latest versions of legends he'd been working on all his life.



Pictures by J.R.R. Tolkien
Large-sized reproductions of illustrations for The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings. Many also appear in Hammond and Scull's J.R.R. Tolkien: Artist & Illustrator. Pictures is out of print.

Unfinished Tales
The book with the answers to the questions posed by readers of The Lord of the Rings' appendices. Incomplete but polished stories and essays from all periods of Middle-earth's history.

Bilbo's Last Song
A short poem, published as a book with illustrations by Pauline Baynes. Out of print.

The Book of Lost Tales (2 vol.)
The earliest versions of the "Silmarillion" legends, written in the 1910s.

The Lays of Beleriand
Chiefly two long incomplete narrative poems retelling two of the principal "Silmarillion" stories, of Turambar and of Beren and Lúthien. Written in the 1920s.

The Shaping of Middle-earth
The early versions of the "Silmarillion" in its later form, written in the 1920s and 30s.

The Lost Road
The title story is the earlier version of Tolkien's Atlantis legend, the fall of Númenor. Also includes more early "Silmarillion" material and thorough Elvish language etymologies, all written in the 1930s.

The Return of the Shadow (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.1)
Drafts and early versions of the beginnings of The Lord of the Rings, written in the late 1930s and covering approximately the first half of volume 1 of the finished book.

The Treason of Isengard (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.2)
Continuing the drafts of The Lord of the Rings into the early 1940s and parts of volumes 1-2 of the finished book.

The War of the Ring (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.3)
Continuing the drafts of The Lord of the Rings into the mid 1940s and parts of volumes 2-3 of the finished book.

Sauron Defeated (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.4)
Part one, "The End of the Third Age" (also published separately), completes the drafts of The Lord of the Rings, covering the last half of volume 3. Also contains "The Notion Club Papers" and "The Drowning of Anadûnê", later versions of the fall of Númenor. All written in the later 1940s.

 Morgoth's Ring (The Later Silmarillion v.1)
"Silmarillion" papers, not included in the book called The Silmarillion, dating from the 1940s and 50s, mostly dealing with events of the first half of the story, in Valinor and Tol Eressëa.

The War of the Jewels (The Later Silmarillion v.2)
More "Silmarillion" papers, from the same dates and chosen on the same basis as in Morgoth's Ring, but mostly taking place in the second half of the story, in Beleriand.

The Peoples of Middle-earth
Includes drafts and early versions of the Appendices to The Lord of the Rings and other late writings mostly of the 1950s and 60s, including a fragmentary sequel to The Lord of the Rings.

Farmer Giles of Ham
A short humorous account of an enterprising farmer in Anglo-Saxon times and his dealings with giants, dragons, knights, and other mythical beings. A hardcover edition includes introduction and annotations by Wayne G. Hammond and Christina Scull, plus a fragmentary sequel by the author. Without the extra material, the story is in the paperback omnibus The Tolkien Reader. Both editions in print have the splendid original illustrations by Pauline Baynes.

Tree and Leaf
An important essay "On Fairy-stories", plus a short story "Leaf by Niggle" making the same points in allegorical form. Both are included in the paperback omnibus The Tolkien Reader.

Smith of Wootton Major
A short elegiac fairy-tale set in Anglo-Saxon times, describing a man's desire for Faërie. The paperback edition is paired with Farmer Giles of Ham.

Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, Pearl, and Sir Orfeo
Tolkien's translations of three important 14th century Middle English poems.

Letters from Father Christmas (previously titled The Father Christmas Letters)
The letters supposedly written by the British equivalent of Santa Claus to the Tolkien children between the 1920s and 40s. All of the creative imagination that Tolkien used for more public works, and a good deal about elves and goblins, went into these.

The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien
Correspondence with his family, publishers, and readers, showing the care Tolkien put into the writing and production of his books, giving further details of his intentions and the events of his sub-creation, and discussing his personal and moral philosophy.

Mr. Bliss
A children's picture book recounting the adventures of a peculiar man, his strange pet the Girabbit, and the day he buys a car. Out of print.

The Monsters and the Critics
This is a fine collection of Tolkien's non-technical essays on language and literature. The title essay is his ground-breaking study of Beowulf. Out of print.

Roverandom
A children's novel which is not much shorter nor less elaborate than The Hobbit, but only published recently. It recounts the adventures of a wayward toy dog on the Moon and beneath the Sea. It includes introduction and annotations by Hammond and Scull.

 

J.R.R. Tolkien was born about the same time as my grandfather Fredrick Lake Clark and both men fought in World War I, and I liked to think that maybe they met and knew each other. They perhaps they talked and shared ideas. If I could create my own grandfather I would have created J.R.R. Tolkien! I also admire the relationship that he had with his son Chris. It is fun to note that my grandfather Fredrick Lake Clark had a son named Chris, who also loved his father very much.

 

J.R.R. Tolkien gave me so much to think about and consider. I love this man and his work very much!

 

I admit I am a momma’s boy. I remember too wanting to know about the time (1922) that she was born. I then began to read FrancisScott Key Fitzgerald (September 24, 1896 – December 21, 1940) was an American author of novels and short stories, whose works are the paradigm writings of the Jazz Age, a term he coined himself. He is widely regarded as one of the greatest American writers of the 20th century. Fitzgerald is considered a member of the "Lost Generation" of the 1920s. He finished four novels: This Side of Paradise, The Beautiful and Damned,Tender Is the Night, and his most famous, The Great Gatsby. A fifth, unfinished novel, The Love of the Last Tycoon, was published posthumously. Fitzgerald also wrote many short stories that treat themes of youth and promise along with despair and age. I really liked his books. I think I may have fallen in love with the 1920s. Both The Great Gatsby and Tender Is the Night were made into films, and in 1958 his life from 1937–1940 was dramatized in Beloved Infidel. He was still a very young (44) man when he died. He died from drinking too much and so did my mother and father...booze and tobacco killed them both. Fitzgerald's work has inspired writers ever since he was first published and he inspired me. The man could tell a great story.

I remember going to see the movie The Great Gatsby and the clothes both excited me and made me much more fashion conscientious and I became a fan of the man that in my opinion captured a piece of my mother just for me. Ms. Seldon had us read The Great Gatsby and talk about it in her class in high school.

 

Like most boys who grew up in the Pacific Northwest west I also read and loved, Ernest Miller Hemingway (July 21, 1899 – July 2, 1961) who was an American author and journalist. His economical and understated style had a strong influence on 20th-century fiction, while his life of adventure and his public image influenced later generations. I learned from him to just say it. Hemingway produced most of his work between the mid-1920s and the mid-1950s, and won the Nobel Prize in Literature in 1954 the year after my birth. He published seven novels, six short story collections and two non-fiction works. Three novels, four collections of short stories and three non-fiction works were published posthumously. Many of these are considered classics of American literature according to our Ms. Seldon.

Hemingway was raised in Oak Park, Illinois. After high school he reported for a few months for The Kansas City Star, before leaving for the Italian front to enlist with the World War I ambulance drivers. In 1918, he was seriously wounded and returned home. His wartime experiences formed the basis for his novel A Farewell to Arms. In 1922, he married Hadley Richardson, the first of his four wives. The couple moved to Paris, where he worked as a foreign correspondent, and fell under the influence of the modernist writers and artists of the 1920s "Lost Generation" expatriate community. The Sun Also Rises, Hemingway's first novel, was published in 1926. He also taught me that before I could write I had to live some life first. Hemingway was born in Illinois and my father died and was buried there.

After his 1927 divorce from Hadley Richardson, Hemingway married Pauline Pfeiffer. They divorced after he returned from the Spanish Civil War where he had acted as a journalist, and after which he wrote For Whom the Bell Tolls. Martha Gellhorn became his third wife in 1940. They separated when he met Mary Welsh in London during World War II; during which he was present at the Normandy Landings and liberation of Paris.For Whom the Bell Tolls taught me to give careful thought to what I entitle a story. We may have also seen women much the same way if you favor him with a bit more Thurber.

Shortly after the publication of The Old Man and the Sea in 1952, Hemingway went on safari to Africa, where he was almost killed in two successive plane crashes that left him in pain or ill-health for much of the rest of his life.

 

Hemingway had permanent residences in Key West, Florida, and Cuba during the 1930s and 1940s, but in 1959 he moved from Cuba to Ketchum, Idaho, where he committed suicide in the summer of 1961. He died not even a hour drive from where I would live 7 years later. I did see what attracted him to Idaho in those days...before Mormons and Republicans ruined the place.

I think I learned to write how I really felt about something from this fine man. I may have learned also how to live my life from him. I think I have read most everything he has written and I have studied his life in great deal. He reminds me of my father, Rusty Payne, I suppose.

 

I think when a man is growing and is being forced to embrace so much “change” it is those he admires who help guide him through it. For me, Ernest Miller Hemingway, was sort of a guide. When I was 25 I debated shooting myself, but decided if Ernest Miller Hemingway could handle 61 years surely I could too!

 

I love a great well written story. I have read more books that I can list here, well into the thousands. I think perhaps one of the most important to me as a writer was and still is Earl Henry Hamner, Jr. (born on July 10, 1923 (my mother’s age) in Schuyler, Virginia) is an American television writer and producer (sometimes credited as Earl Hamner), best known for his work in the 1970s and 1980s on the long-running CBS series The Waltons and Falcon Crest. As a novelist, he is best known for the novel Spencer's Mountain, which was inspired by his own childhood and formed the basis for both the film of the same name and the television series The Waltons, for which he provided voice-over narration. I wrote him once and he answered my letter much to my surprise and thereafter we exchanged several letters and I got to know him some and I have to tell you I like him a great deal. I have an autographed 8x10 of him on my wall in the office.  His family and my family (the Paynes) both started out in America in the state of Virginia.

 

Mr. Hamner is currently 88 years old and I will be so sad when he passes.

He based the Walton family grandparents in the popular television series on his own maternal Italian-American grandparents, Ora Lee and Colonel Anderson Gianniny, an anglicized version of the Italian surname "Giannini". I would watch The Waltons and see my own family more often than not, we too were a large poor Southern family.


We had no Italian blood but mostly Welsh, Scotch, English, Irish and some Native American!


In 1954, Hamner wrote "Hit and Run", an episode of the NBC legal drama Justice in which guest star E.G. Marshall plays a man haunted by his crime of striking a newsboy on a bicycle and fleeing the scene of the accident.

Hamner also contributed eight episodes in the early 1960s to the CBS science fiction series The Twilight Zone. His first script acceptance for the series was his big writing break in Hollywood. Including one of my favorites about an old man and his dog.

He created two less successful series, Boone on NBC (1983–1984), starring Tom Byrd and Barry Corbin, and Apple's Way (1974–1975) on CBS with Ronny Cox.

Hamner used family names to title his projects: Spencer (Spencer's Mountain) is the maiden name of his paternal grandmother Susan Henry Spencer Hamner. "The Waltons" comes from his paternal grandfather Walter Clifton Hamner and great-grandfather Walter Leland Hamner.

Spencer's Mountain staring Henry Fonda, Maureen O'Hara and James MacArthur was the story that became The Waltons truth be told, first as a book then as the wonderful film. Thanks to this author I began writing about me and my family with pride and more important I began writing with the idea of a film coming from the story. James MacArthur was the first John Boy.

 

There is another writer that inspired me a great deal. Neil Simon (born July 4, 1927) is an American playwright and screenwriter. He has written numerous Broadway plays, including Brighton Beach Memoirs,Biloxi Blues, and The Odd Couple. He won the 1991 Pulitzer Prize for Drama for his play Lost In Yonkers. He has written the screenplays for several of his plays that were made into movies. He also has written the books for several musicals, including Sweet Charity. I also wrote him and was surprised when he wrote me back and we exchange several letters and his 8x10 also hangs on my office wall. From him I learned so much about dialogue and injecting just the right amount of humor. I love this man and his work very much. He is I think about 84 as I write these words and so know too I will miss him when he passes.

 

Writers are strange people who see the same world as the rest of us but who focus on things we tend to ignore or just not see in the first place. I have learned to write from many of them each giving me just one or two things that makes all the difference. To be a good writer you have to become a great reader. I thank you for allowing me to share my thoughts on these writers and encourage you to read more about each of them. I want to add just one more.

 

Many writers have come to surface since I developed my interest in cinematherapy; Flanders, Linda, Grace, Maria, Gurian, Michael, Horenstein, Mary Ann et al., Johnson, Bill, Kalm, Michael A., Madison, Ronald J. & Schmidt, Corey, Peske, Nancy and Beverly West, Rosenberg, David to list a few but none more than Solomon, Gary.  Gary Soloman came to me after I had completed my Master’s Degree dealing getting Hispanic Parents Involved in Their Children’s Educational Process and wanted to get started on my PhD research. When I read Dr. Gary Solomon would suggest watching movies for their therapeutic value it made a great deal of sense to me having been raised by a television set.

 

Dr. Gary Solomon is a tenured Professor of Psychology at the College of Southern Nevada. Dr. Gary Solomon has a Master’s Degree in Social work, a Master’s Degree in Public health, a Doctorate in Psychology, and a Doctorate in Social Work--(abd status). He is author of “Reel Therapy,” “The Motion Picture Prescription”, “Cinemaparenting”, "A Psychiatric Diagnostic Primer" and "A Ballad for Allison Porter." Dr Solomon has four additional books being released in 2009.

He is the former director of Arizona Family Counseling and Education and former director of the prestigious Oregon Psychotherapy Consortium, Dr. Solomon’s area of expertise includes analyzing film for its psychological content--a process he created called,
Cinematherapy, psychiatric diagnosis such as post traumatic stress in the work place, school or society, sexual disorders, anxiety disorders, somatoform disorders, suicide, substance disorders.

He can also speak with authority on the quality of mental health care in Nevada. Dr. Solomon's most recent work in the area of quantum mechanics and evolutionary psychology is gaining local and national attention. If I ever finish my PhD it will be thanks to him for pointing me in a direction that could interest me enough to hang in there.

 

I had just finished writing my Master’s Thesis about getting Hispanic students moms and dads more involved in their educational process when Selena” Quintanilla-Pérez (April 16, 1971 – March 31, 1995) died and the little Hispanic girls at our school were devastated by her death and as one who worked with them at Lincoln Junior High School I wanted to help them deal with and cope with the lose of somebody they loved and respected so much. The answer came to me from the work of Dr. Gary Solomon in something I learned was called Cinematherapy. It would preoccupy my thoughts for years afterward when thinking about how to deal with other issues they faced, like juvenile crime, drug abuse, gangs and teenage pregnancy. Teachers, counselors and parents need all the tools they can get to help their children cope with today’s issues, problems and tragedies that the children face everyday. Thank God people write down their thoughts on such things and share them with the people working on the frontlines with these children.

 

These then are the other eight (8) writers and authors that have most impacted me and my writing. I have read most of the so called classics and I was an English minor in college and so did my share of reading and discussing the best known pieces of American and world literature.  I love to read and write biographies and so made a point of reading about 100 of my heroes and all of the US Presidents, and while at Lincoln Junior High School I did make Abe Lincoln a special study. These days I am reading about business and some special projects that interest me…health care and building several major projects. My diverse background had me studying many different things…building, chemical pesticides, nursing, title insurances and food for example. Writers of many different things for example water and gardening have been life interests that I read about almost every day. I want to take this opportunity to say Thank You to the writers I have enjoyed for making life so much more interesting!

#8 New Today

 

Friday June 15, 2012

 

Future Projects:

Today is the birthday of Neil Patrick Harris, born in Albuquerque NM, in 1973, he is an actor best known for his Doogie Howser MD television series…Happy Birthday! Eight is my lucky number so I will be interested to see if anyone reads this.

I was asked about future projects…

 

I want to write more collections of biographies and I want to write a biography of the character actor Jack Elam who was very special to me. I want to write collections of biographies about Asian actors and another about Hispanic actors. I want to write a children’s book about the men, ships and battles of the Texas Navy in Spanish & English. I want to convert my first two books, Collin The Canada Goose & Charlie The Shy Cowboy into comic books. I want to get the two I have ready for a publisher to be published.

 

I want to produce three animated films based on three of my books currently in print (Collin The Canada Goose & Charlie The Shy Cowboy & The Banjo & The Telescope) and then two more new ones I have finished. I also want to make a Christmas short film. I want to produce films about Jonathan & King David, President Lincoln and a race war.

 

I want to design a nice webpage about my family history. Few things interest me as much as the genealogy of my family (Payne, Clark, Rhys & Williams).

 

I want to redo my current webpage to include music, animation and a blog and make it way more interactive with the visitors.

 

I want to create a new magazine.

 

I want to see to these things happen; 1. I want to see the donkey or burro made the official mascot of the National Democrat Party. 2. I want to see the Feast of St. Francis of Assisi on October 4th become more celebrated and encouraged with people having their pets blessed in the spirit of this patron saint of animals and ecology and cities celebrating what animals have done and continue to do for mankind in a much bigger way. I would love to have websites for these two causes and start working harder to make this sort of thing happen on a larger level.

 
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Wednesday June 6, 2012

WHO AM I?

 

My next door neighbor asked me who I am. It is an interesting question for me to try to answer. I am a 58 year old man. I have attended many hours of classroom experiences from many very wise people and so by most standards I am well educated.

 

I worked as a carpenter, fast food manager and retail sales manager. I had to take classes to do these jobs as well. I first seriously studied nursing, then gardening and chemical pesticides, and then I went to a community college for four years and took many different classes and finally graduated with an Associate of Fine Arts Degree. I then went on to a teacher’s college(Eastern Washington University) and graduated there too with a Bachelor’s of Arts in Education. I then made a serious study of title insurance becoming an examiner, title officer and Accounts Manger in that area always taking more classes and getting various licenses and certifications. I also became a licensed General Contractor about this time. I then went into a program with other professional educators to get a Master of Arts Degree in Diverse Learners and,  finally I was accepted into a program in Educational Leadership at Colorado State University to get my PhD.  I began reading at the age of three years and writing about the same time. I have had a life long love of books. I have always read the bible and studied it seriously and I did get ordained as a protestant minister. I can claim the title of Reverend before my name if I wish and I don’t. I have studied the religions of Episcopalians, Catholics and many others, but also was a Buddhist for a while.

 

I love religion and politics. I am a very liberal Yellow Dog Democrat! I am proud of my Democrat Party! I am not progressive and I am not conservative except when it comes to money. I am a liberal and don’t really care who likes it. I go to mass and am considered a good Catholic but I question almost everything the church says or does. My favorite living theologians are: Fr. Joseph F. Girzone, Fr. John Giuliani,Cardinal Bernardin, Cardinal Dolan and people like Cardinal Carlo Maria Martini, SJ would top my list…for Catholics. I love Presiding Bishop Katharine Jefferts Schori who was born March 26, 1954, the year after me. I like and admire Gene Robinson. My list of writers on the subject of religion is indeed too long to list. I really know and don’t much care for Charles Chaput, but I keep advocating for him to become a cardinal.

 

I love the water, swimming and boating and anything to do with the water including fishing. I love guns and am a very good hot. I am also an archer and I love to fence, both epee and saber. I love Judo which I have studied off and on since 1968. I love to run and I love horse back riding and working cattle. I am a Master Gardener. I am a great cook and love fine wine. I enjoy a good Scotch Whiskey and Bailey’s Irish Cream and sometimes gin and tonic.

 

I am also an artist who loves to draw, paint and refinish old stuff. I also love to design and build things. I am a fair mechanic, plumber and carpenter and I can do wiring but don’t really like it.

 

I love movies as much as books and I am worked in the film business and I have a large collection of movies. I have watched a great deal of television all of my life and expect to die in front of the television. My favorite movie is Second-hand Lions!

 

I am a very serious and strong advocate for the animals that we share the planet with. I have had some wonderful pets, Bridge-it a dachshund, Tide a Dalmatian, Casey a Yorkshire terrier, Orphan, Winston & Brewsterall Crocker Spaniels and a great little Dandy Dinmont & Belington Terrier mix named Miss Molly for the last 17 years. These dogs especially Molly have had a big impact on my life and have indeed made me a better person. I also had two monkeys, a squirrel monkey (Cebidae Saimiriinae Saimiri) named Apple Jack and a wooly monkey (Atelidae, Atelinae, Lagothrix) named Reba Jae Wooly, both of whom I loved and enjoyed very much as a boy. I have had horse and birds and fish as well and they are all wonderful pets that have much to teach us if we can just learn to listen. When I was 14 years old I went out on my Vision Quest and was visited by five animals that would become my Spirit Guides though this life. They were the owl, the bear, the bison, the wolfand the dolphin and through out my life they have visited right when I needed them most. The Great Spirit commands us to be good stewards over all that He entrusted us with and I take that very seriously. I am an animal lover!

I also should tell you when I was five years old I got my first visit from a púca or pooka, phouka, púka which ever you prefer. These areone of the myriad fairy folk, both revered and feared by those who give credence to their existence. His name was Bobbie and he was a 6’4” blue rat and over the years I have come to love him very much. I frequently talk over my thoughts, ideas, emotions and feelings with him and he is also great advice, insight and wisdom. I grew up largely because of him. Someday I will write a story about him perhaps. My mother visited with an expert on children’s behavior and he assured her I was fine, “He just has a vivid imagination!” Little did he know Bobbie was there to stay for over fifty years now. Wild rats are nothing if not holders of high intelligence, ingenuity, aggressiveness, and adaptability. These were things I needed as a child and upon occasion still do. He taught me to be resilient God Bless him. Maybe I should describe myself as somewhat eccentric likeElwood P.Dowd who also had a pooka friend his name was Harvey.

I have been married three times to very nice and beautiful ladies and with one I had a child, a daughter who has given me two grandsons. I fathered two sons out of wedlock. I have two grandsons that I adore. So I am a father and grandfather.

I am a very serious and strong advocate for children and their rights. I have worked with so-called problem children since 1968! I have also coached Little League and been the Chief Counselor of the Columbian Squires in the Knights of Columbus. I have worked to administer punishment to the children, who have gotten into trouble with the law, and I have counseled them and I have been a teacher and professional educator. I prefer to teach adults however. I love to work with troubled young people as a counselor.

I have been in a wonderful relationship with another man for the past 22 years and so you can make of that whatever you wish. 22 years is way more than double all the time I have spent in relationships with women. He is caring, loving, sensitive, compassionate and very thoughtful. It is hard to now imagine life without him.

I am a big fan of the history of words and the English language. My favorite author is James Grover Thurber (December 8, 1894 – November 2, 1961) but I love the classics and Ernest Miller Hemingway (July 21, 1899 – July 2, 1961) and Francis Scott Key Fitzgerald (September 24, 1896 – December 21, 1940) are favorites. If I had to answer the question that is who I am, I suppose I would say I am a freelance writer. I love to write about most anything. I love history, art, politics, religion and language and the cultures from which they come.

 
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Tuesday June 5, 2012

I have long had issues with religion. I use this as an example, when it comes to editing the bible…in Matthew 24:35, the Lord Jesus said, "Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away." And too, Revelation 22:18-19, If any man shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this book: And if any man shall take away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book. Then there is Proverbs 30:5-6, Every word of God is pure: he is a shield unto them that put their trust in him. Add thou not unto his words, lest he reprove thee, and thou be found a liar. I read these passages and keeping in mind I was baptized an Episcopalian in 1954, converted to the Roman Catholic with the help of Father Daniel Hirtz and Archbishop Bernard Law (he is now a Cardinal), who did in fact confirm me a Roman Catholic, in 1974. I still think and act and often believe more like an Episcopalian. I think it reflects believes here and now in America and is more true to the Christian faith. I am a student of the bible and the Christian faith and I believe God is all about LOVE. He IS love! Imagine a great cosmic ball of spirit that is love and you there in have heaven and God as I see it and Him. I believe too that the emergence of these many different "Bible" versions is Satan's most successful attempt to attack God's word. The Bible says that in the last days there's going to be a falling away of the church and I believe that these other versions are helping to usher it along. The Catholic Church stand like an old dinosaur there in Rome refusing to change, grow and adjust and for that it is losing the more logical, rational, reasonable and practical among us. I today wrote a letter to many of my friends that is typical of how I think and see the world of religion and faith.

 

Tuesday June 5, 2012


Dear Friends:


I am not writing about HRH the queen or her ailing spouse, thou they are in my prayers. I am also not writing about the recall of the Republican Governor Scott Walker in Wisconsin, thou I hope he gets sent packing, because he is against the common working man and favors the rich and greedy. I am also not writing about the child sex abuse trial of former Penn State assistant coach Jerry Sandusky who is a dirty old pervert. I am writing about the Vatican’s doctrinal office on Monday denounced an American nun who taught Christian ethics at Yale Divinity School for a book that attempted to present a theological rationale for same-sex relationships, masturbation and remarriage after divorce. The Vatican office, the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, said that the book, “
Just Love: A Framework for Christian Sexual Ethics,” by Sister Margaret A. Farley, was “not consistent with authentic Catholic theology,” and should not be used by Roman Catholics. They are of course dinosaurs! The church in Rome is not only out of touch with American Catholics it is out of touch with reality, logic and reason!

Sister Farley, a past president of the Catholic Theological Society of America and an award-winning scholar, responded in a statement: “I can only clarify that the book was not intended to be an expression of current official Catholic teaching, nor was it aimed specifically against this teaching. It is of a different genre altogether.” They are mostly senile old buzzards sister that really don't care, they want to make a point out of you.

The book, she said, offers “contemporary interpretations” of justice andfairness in human sexual relations, moving away from a “taboo morality” and drawing on “present-day scientific, philosophical, theological, and biblical resources.”

The formal censure comes only weeks after the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith issued a stinging reprimand of the main coordinating group of American nuns, prompting many Catholics across the country to turn out in defense of the nuns with protests, petitions and vigils.

The nuns’ organization, the Leadership Conference of Women Religious, said on Friday that its board had declared that the Vatican’s accusations were “unsubstantiated,” and that it was sending its leaders to Rome to make its case. Three bishops have been appointed by the Vatican to supervise an overhaul of the nuns’ organization.

The censure of Sister Farley, who belongs to the Sisters of Mercy of the Americas, is the second time recently that a book by an American nun has been denounced by the church’s hierarchy. In 2011, the doctrine committee of United States bishops condemned “Quest for the Living God: Mapping Frontiers in the Theology of God,” by Sister Elizabeth A. Johnson, a professor of theology at Fordham University in New York.

The Vatican’s doctrinal office, led by an American, Cardinal William J. Levada, has spent more than two years reviewing Sister Farley’s book, which was published in 2006. The office first notified Sister Farley’s superior of its concerns in March 2010, and said it had opened a further investigation because a response she had sent to the Vatican in October 2010 had not been “satisfactory.” It said her book had “been a cause of confusion among the faithful.”

The dean of Yale Divinity School, Harold W. Attridge, a Catholic layman, and the president of the Sisters of Mercy, Sister Patricia McDermott, issued statements in support of Sister Farley. So did 15 fellow scholars who, in a document released by the divinity school, testified to Sister Farley’s Catholic credentials and the influence she has had in the field of moral theology.

Cardinal Levada’s statement about the book, dated March 30 but released on Monday, said that it “cannot be used as a valid expression of Catholic teaching, either in counseling and formation, or in ecumenical and interreligious dialogue.” Pope Benedict XVI approved the statement’s contents and ordered its publication, it said. The statement comes as the Vatican struggles to contain a controversy over leaked documents that showed infighting and mismanagement in the papacy of Benedict XVI, who on Sunday concluded a three-day meeting in Milan to promote family values.

The Vatican spokesman, the Rev. Federico Lombardi, said the Vatican had not called for any sanctions against Sister Farley and was not expected to do so because she has retired from teaching.

Sister Farley’s book finds moral and theological justifications for same-sex marriage, which aside from abortion, has become the major galvanizing political and moral issue for American bishops. The statement took Sister Farley to task for writing that same-sex marriage “can also be important in transforming the hatred, rejection, and stigmatization of gays and lesbians.” She wrote that “same-sex relationships and activities can be justified according to the same sexual ethic as heterosexual relationships and activities.”

“This opinion is not acceptable,” the Vatican statement said. The Catechism of the Catholic Church, it said, says homosexual acts are “acts of grave depravity” that are “intrinsically disordered” and “contrary to the natural law.” It said that Sister Farley’s assertion that sometimes divorce is a reasonable option for couples who have grown apart contradicted church teaching on the “indissolubility of marriage.” In my opinion what is not acceptable is the Vatican's out-dated ideas about human sexuality generally and some old goat who has never had any sex specially talking about it as if he knew something without ANY first hand experience...and that is being kind in my opinion.

The statement quoted liberally from some of the racier passages in “Just Love,” including ones in which Sister Farley writes that female masturbation “usually does not raise any moral questions at all.” She adds that “many women” have found “great good in self-pleasuring — perhaps especially in the discovery of their own possibilities for pleasure — something many had not experienced or even known about in their ordinary sexual relations with husbands or lovers.”

The Vatican said this assessment contradicted church teaching that “the deliberate use of the sexual faculty, for whatever reason, outside of marriage is essentially contrary to its purpose.” I believe the sister writes from the heart about sex and love and allows her brain to guide her hand. She is wise and good and the Vatican is simply again WRONG!!!!

With Love,
Richard A. Payne

I suppose I will always believe in a Great Spirit, God if you will. I see this God as a very loving, understanding and kind being. If we do our very best to be loving to ourselves, to others and to the idea of a God who IS love, then I believe strongly when our life concludes that we will in fact become part of the Great Cosmic ball of LOVE, which some can and do call heaven. I always tell people IF it doesn’t sound like love, feel like love or could be somehow be loving then it can not and is not of God.

If we focus our energy of greed, hate, prejudice, discrimination, cruelty and malice then we will be ban from any and all contact with that God in the end. I may not always be a Catholic, I may return to the Episcopalian Church and their King James Version of the bible, which you have to understand was mistranslated due to cultures of those doing the translations as well as their language which didn’t always see the world as did the Greeks, Arabs, Jews & the languages that the so called word of God was written in and translated to.  For me, the bible is little more than a long love letter, which could be re-titled LOVE FOR DUMMIES! God wants us and expects us to first love ourselves, then to love ALL others and it is in doing those two things that we prefect our love for Him! I wish you LOVE!

#5 New Today

 Higher Education:

Friday June 1, 2012

I just got asked to update my status as an alum of EWU and it got me thinking. I first studied nursing at Kootenai Memorial Hospital in Coeur d ‘Alene Idaho. I worked as an ER Tech and loved it. I went to Spokane Community College to study chemical pesticides first and then for a program in fine arts to Spokane Falls Community College. I did get a Washington State Manager’s License in Chemical Pesticides. Spokane Falls Community College (SFCC) is one of two accredited institutions that comprise the Community Colleges of Spokane, District 17. In addition to serving a large urban and suburban population, the college and district provide educational services to rural communities throughout a six-county, 12,000 square-mile region through the Institute for Extended Learning (IEL). It was like high school with ash trays back then, the mid-1970s. I was there from 1975 to 1979 and loved every second of my time there. I was an ASB Senator from the Fine Arts Department. I was a frequent contributor to the school newspaper. I appeared it two school plays, and was on the school radio station and I was an art major who modeled and acted and basically had a great time. I graduated in 1979 with an Associate of Fine Arts Degree and transferred out to EWU, which we called the teacher’s college back then. I planned on becoming a high school language arts teacher, English & American literature, Speech, Journalism and Theatre Arts classes. While I was at SFCC I got to met Captain Jacques-Yves Cousteau, you know the French naval officer, explorer, conservationist, filmmaker, innovator, scientist, photographer, author and researcher. He was a childhood hero of mine. I also got to met Paolo Soleri (born June 21, 1919 ) is an Italian architect, author, visionary, and pioneer of new human spaces. I quickly came to respect and admire Soleri very much too. I remember the passion I felt for issues dealing with the environment and human civil rights and basic rights like getting clean air, water and food. I saw the future offering hope for environmentalists and humanists like me. I loved the Pacific Northwest so very much and still do. I also want to say something about Dixy Lee Ray (September 3, 1914–January 2, 1994) was the 17th Governor of the U.S. State of Washington. She was Washington's first female governor. She was governor from January 12, 1977 – January 14, 1981 and I helped to elect her, but she really disappointed me when she refused to debate Cousteau on the subject of allowing super tankers into the Puget Sound.  I turned 18 in 1971 and have voted in every election since. In 1976 I got active in Washington State because of her. I am proud to have helped the state elect their first female governor. She was the same age as my father.

It was in a play at SFCC, THE THURBER CARNIVAL that I met Betty Susan Roberts, who was the leading lady, I had the leading male role, we would end up married and she would have my baby daughter Kea. Our classmates nicknamed us the “Battling Bogarts”!

I loved my time at Eastern Washington University which is a regional, comprehensive public university located in Cheney, Wash., with programs also offered in Bellevue, Everett, Kent, Seattle, Shoreline, Spokane, Tacoma, Vancouver and Yakima.

Eastern is a driving force for the culture, economy and vitality of the Inland Northwest region.

When they say, “A focus on personal attention, faculty excellence and community collaboration allows Eastern to accomplish its mission for preparing well-rounded students ready to hit the ground running in their chosen career fields.” I think about the professors I had in the Department of Communication Studies, and I have to tell you they were excellent and I loved my classes with each of them. I also took classes in the Drama Department, English Department and Education Department and all of them were outstanding! I lived in married student housing with my wife and baby daughter and I tutored Chinese students in English and they tutored me in Chinese.

Eastern's 300-acre park-like campus is just 17 miles from Washington's second largest city, Spokane. I was well known as the guy with the bright red Hudson’s Bay Wool Coat and the back pack with the cute little girl in it.

From EWU it is an easy drive to 20 lakes, beautiful mountains and the Turnbull National Wildlife refuge; all of which offer fishing, hiking, biking, boating, wildlife watching and more. I know because my mother moved us into the area in 1969. I graduated High School in the so-called Lakeland School District. I lived in Hayden Lake, Coeur d’Alene, Post Falls, and Bayview on Pond Oreille as well as Hauser Lake, Spirit Lake and both of the Twin Lakes. This unique geographic positioning allows students the serenity to focus on their studies, the spirit of a small college town, the recreational opportunities of the Northwest and the invaluable internship opportunities and civic involvement offered by a major metropolitan area. It's no wonder more than 10,000 students (and counting) now make Eastern their home away from home. I loved my time at EWU and now I am a proud alumnus!

Eastern is now the state's fastest growing public institution, yet maintains a 21:1 student-faculty ratio. This momentum can also be seen through structural changes around campus, including renovation of Roos Field (formerly Woodward Field) with the nation's first-ever red synthetic turf; the $26.3 million Recreation Center, complete with a NHL-size hockey rink, climbing wall, sports courts and state-of-the-art fitness center; the current remodeling of Patterson Hall and the recently completed renovation of historic Hargreaves Hall. I lived in the old Married Student Court, now long gone, and the school has changed but in many ways it is still the small campus I came to so love.  

One of my best memories at EWU was getting to met Richard Buckminster "Bucky" Fuller (July 12, 1895 – July 1, 1983) was an American systems theorist, architect, engineer, author, designer, inventor, and futurist. I was lucky indeed because he died the following year. "Bucky" Fuller was also a childhood hero of mine! In my teens I dreamed of becoming an architect and designing a city under the geodesic dome or spherical or partial-spherical shell structure or lattice shell based on a network of great circles (geodesics) on the surface of a sphere so that people could live under the sea under its protection. I smile as I remember those silly dreams now, but they kept me alive back then. Dreams can be magical indeed. At EWU I got to meet the man who gave us the geodesic dome!

My baby girl graduated with me at EWU and for me that made it something I will always remember. In the early 1980s EWU was just getting started on something new called the computer and I wasn’t convince that would go anywhere, and now I smile as I surely do know better. I recall the Chinese students trying to convince me and I was having none of it. Most of them now teach computer studies somewhere from the Virgin Islands to Houston Texas. We still communicate, but then I was a Communication Studies major.  I studied fencing at EWU and it is a sport I still love today. I was also into forensics there.

I joined with 17 other Professional Educators to get a Master’s Degree in Diverse Learners from the University of Phoenix. I did my Master’s Degree research in involving Hispanic parents in their children’s educational processes. This was the key to building the child’s success to my way of thinking.

In Fort Collins, they were about 13% of the student population, but accounted for the majority of D’s & F’s, office referrals and disciplinary actions and ultimately a disproportionally high drop-out rate, which I found troubling. I saw films made about Hispanics as a great tool to use in counseling these students, which become my doctoral research. Their numbers continue to grow compared to white students.

Then Bob Bacon sponsored me into the PhD Program in the Department of Education at Colorado State University in Educational Leadership, I came down with diabetes and never completed defending my dissertation in using Hispanic centered films to counsel Hispanic students. I had helped to elect Bob Bacon to the school board, then to the Colorado House and finally to the Colorado Senate. He is a good friend and nice man.  I completed most of the course work, but was unable to defend my doctorate.

I have always been interested in how and why people learn language or languages. I have studied this. I am now interested in writing to encourage readers to learn as much as they can about different languages. Christians should to better study the bible or other holy books. People interested in money should because increasingly ours is a global economy.

In general people should because often they are excluded from full and complete understanding because language that is translated is simply incomplete thoughts.

If we hope to solve the world’s problems communication is the key and languages are the tools we need to accomplish good communications. I have learned more about language translating my own words and thoughts into Spanish, Russian, Chinese and Arabic than I could have ever learned in a classroom.

Some ideas, thoughts, feelings and emotions simply do not translate well. Sometimes there are more precise words, sometimes there are NO words and sometimes the best we can do is come close, never sure if we are close enough. Imagine two fish out in the ocean trying to talk about fire. Fire is important to fish many end their lives being cooked over a fire. Fire can not and does not exist in a world of water, so it is doubtful that fish would have a word for it. Please think about that. Imagine the things we can not think about because we simply do not have the words. The Eskimos have a large number of words for snow, because they understand it better and need more precise words to talk about it to one another. The Greeks have seven words for love, and so their conversations about that tend to be more clear and precise than ours and their understanding is improved on the subject for it. Many cultures have no words for homosexual simply because it is not important enough to warrant a special word…careful now do not read too much or too little into that idea. For people like me the study of language gives great insight into a culture that is otherwise lost. When you kill a language you kill the people it belongs to. When you learn a new language a new world presents itself to you. You will think about thinks you have never seen before, like two fish talking about fire.

For the record someday I will get my Doctor of Philosophy Degree in Educational Counseling, it is important to me. Until then I will continue to be angry at the lady in my program at CSU who made it so difficult for me and who lacked the understanding to be a teacher of anything in my opinion. I still believe my natural abilities and my work history suggest   I am gifted in school or educational leadership. This process of enlisting and guiding the talents and energies of teachers, pupils, and parents toward and thereby achieving common educational aims is something of a gift. I demonstrated this at Lincoln Junior High School and it was the driving force behind my Master’s degree research and I will one day get my PhD in that area. I believe this is not only possible but an absolute must. The term school leadership came into currency in the late 20th century for several reasons. Demands were made on schools for higher levels of pupil achievement, and schools were expected to improve and reform. These expectations were accompanied by calls for accountability at the school level. Teachers and school administrators are going to be more and more seen in light of their accountability and this is in the best interest of all involved in a child’s educational process.

That is my higher educations story for today in something new!

#4 New Today

When I attended Eastern Washington University (1980-82) I met and got to know several Chinese students:

1.                                           Michael Chang
Today Tuesday May 15, 2012 Michael visited my webpage and signed into my quest book, it is my hope we can reconnect and perhaps he can help me hook up with these other two characters.

Michael Chang and his wife Lifa and their sons were my next door neighbor. Shiaoben Chang was his oldest son, he was a cute little fellow that called me “Jiu Jiu”, which means ‘mother’s brother’ in Chinese. My little girl was the same age as Shiaoben but maybe a few months younger, and she thought Shiaoben Chang was about the cutest little boy in the world and she told me that she would like to marry him someday. They are both in the mid thirties today and he is a teacher in Houston Texas now, she lives in Spokane and is married with two little sons of her own. They were great neighbors and we partied and ate together very often. I love Chinese food thanks to their cooking.

My little girl learned some Chinese, some Spanish and other languages as well living in married student housing at EWU. It was easier for her as a baby than me as an adult.

2.                                           Joseph (Tai-Zune) Chou

Joseph Chou loved children. He was always giving the children treats and watching out for them. He would often baby-sit for me. He really loved my daughter Kea and she thought he was very nice and liked to be around him. He understood children and would laugh and smile and entertain them as few adults could. He also loved to cook Chinese food. He had a great sense of humor.

3.                                           Pai Shu Chi, aka Jeff Pai

Jeff Pai became a close male friend of mine. We would go to taverns (like Showalter’s Hall) and drink together and he loved Country and Western Music and would try to sing songs from Johnny Cash and Willie Nelson, it struck me as funny that a Chinese guy so loved that kind of music and would sing it with a heavy Chinese accent, which I found very funny indeed. He was more of a party animal. He enjoying singing, laughing and drinking.

We also went sight-seeing in my little old-colored 1972 Chevy Vega Kammback wagon. I remember the Chinese students shared a car mostly driven by this guy whose name I can’t remember right now but he had a wife named Monica I think…the car was an older blue-green Dodge or Plymouth. In any event everyone liked my gold colored Vega Kammback wagon much better. Before the Vega I had a VW Beatle which they called a turtle. I ended up selling it to one of them.


From these people I learned to love the Chinese language, food, art and history. They are kind and loving and friendly people and were great neighbors! I remember the Chinese also like American food and drink so I guess if was fair and worked out, but it was clear they needed their own food as a stable…especially the rice, they always had a pot of rice. 

 
 
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New Today for Friday April 27, 2012

My political party’s image is very important for me. The most common mascot symbol for my party is the donkey, although the party never officially adopted this symbol. Andrew Jackson's opponents had labeled him a jackass during the intense mudslinging in 1828. It is one of the things I like most about the man. I believe there is indeed a time to be stubborn. A political cartoon titled "A Modern Balaam and his Ass" depicting Jackson riding and directing a donkey (representing the Democratic Party) was published in 1837. Reading in the book of numbers about the talking donkey, he is the only one who clearly sees the Lord’s intention and takes a beating for it but stands his ground and the angel of the Lord notes this. A political cartoon by Thomas Nast in an 1870 edition of Harper's Weekly revived the donkey as a symbol for the Democratic Party. Cartoonists followed Nast and used the donkey to represent the Democrats, and the elephant to represent the Republicans. I would much rather be a donkey or burro than a fat over consuming aggressive elephant any day of the week.

In the early 20th century, the traditional symbol of the Democratic Party in Midwestern states such as Indiana, Kentucky, Oklahoma and Ohio was the rooster, as opposed to the Republican eagle. Roosters are noisy and are best served friend in my book. Yet, this symbol still appears on Oklahoma, Kentucky, Indiana, and West Virginia ballots. In New York, the Democratic ballot symbol is a five-pointed star, the star is used in too many places and this is confusing to some. For the majority of the 20th century, Missouri Democrats used the Statue of Liberty as their ballot emblem, imagine the “show me state home of the Missouri Mule, prefers the Statue of Liberty. This meant that when Libertarian candidates received ballot access in Missouri in 1976, they could not use the Statue of Liberty, their national symbol, as the ballot emblem. Missouri Libertarians instead used the Liberty Bell until 1995, when the mule became Missouri's state animal. Show me Missouri than you can embrace our beloved little stubborn donkey or burro. From 1995 to 2004, there was some confusion among voters, as the Democratic ticket was marked with the Statue of Liberty (used by Libertarians in other states) and the Libertarians' mule was easily mistaken for a Democratic donkey. Let the Libertarians find a new mascot!

Although both major political parties (and many minor ones) use the traditional American red, white, and blue colors in their marketing and representations, since election night 2000 the color blue has become the identified color of the Democratic Party, while the color red has become the identified color of the Republican Party. I am truly okay with that. That night however, for the first time, all major broadcast television networks used the same color scheme for the electoral map: blue states for Al Gore (Democratic nominee) and red states for George W. Bush (Republican nominee) and I am fine with being true blue. Since then, the color blue has been widely used by the media to represent the party.

This has caused confusion among non-American observers because blue is the traditional color of the right and red the color of the left outside of the United States and I could care less. In Canada red represents the Liberals, while blue represents the Conservatives and I say Canada isn’t yet American. In the United Kingdom, red denotes the Labour Party and blue symbolizes the Conservative Party and I say okay.

Blue has also been used both by party supporters for promotional efforts — Act Blue, Buy Blue, Blue Fund, as examples — and by the party itself in 2006 both for its "Red to Blue Program", created to support Democratic candidates running against Republican incumbents in the midterm elections that year, and on its official website and I say okay.

In September, 2010, the Democratic Party in a truly cowardly move unveiled its new logo, which featured a blue D inside a blue circle. It was the party's first official logo, as the donkey logo had been used as a semi-official party logo. It is stupid and dumb and the person who tried to break with our party’s tradition is a jerk in my book.

Jefferson-Jackson Day is the annual fundraising event (dinner) held by Democratic Party organizations across the United States. It is named after Presidents Thomas Jefferson and Andrew Jackson, whom the party regards as its distinguished early leaders and you know they are.

The song "Happy Days Are Here Again" is the unofficial song of the Democratic Party. It was used prominently when Franklin D. Roosevelt was nominated for president at the 1932 Democratic National Convention and remains a sentimental favorite for Democrats today. I will always love it! For example, Paul Shaffer played the theme on the Late Show with David Letterman after the Democrats won Congress in 2006. More recently, the emotionally similar song "Beautiful Day" by the band U2 has become a favorite theme song for Democratic candidates and I say fine. John Kerry used the song during his 2004 presidential campaign, and several Democratic Congressional candidates used it as a celebratory tune in 2006 and I am okay with this too. Aaron Copland's Fanfare for the Common Man is traditionally performed at the beginning of the Democratic National Convention.

I love our little donkey or burro and helped write the resolution to make it the mascot of the Colorado Democrat Party and will never rest until it is the mascot of the National Democrat Party as well. The donkey or ass, Equus africanus asinus, is a domesticated member of the Equidae or horse family. The wild ancestor of the donkey is the African wild ass, and came originally from Africa, like our current President’s family did. I have never been more of my party than during the last election when I was given a choice between a white female and a black male, it is what I love most about my party, brave enough to embrace change for the benefit of all but stubborn enough to demand what is right. I also believe Barack Obama is the perfect man to help make the donkey “official” once and for all. Read the bible Mary rode a donkey to Bethlehem where she gave birth to the baby Jesus. Jesus later made the donkey his preferred mood of transit.

Then there is that talking donkey in the Book of Numbers in the Old Testament…and so I say if it is good enough for Jesus, why not the National Democrat Party? Leave the elephant for Maharajas and rich Republicans, the donkey of burro is a hard working smart and stubborn little guy who tried to stand loyal to that which is right!

Things like clean air and water, quality education for all, peace and justice and freedom for all Democrats care about ending terrorism while not emboldening terrorists, about fighting disease and poverty worldwide, about rejecting torture, about affordable energy costs, about fighting global warming and developing sensible alternative energy sources, about quality education for our children, about tax and election reform, about keeping religion out of government and our schools, about caring for our senior citizens, about affordable prescription drugs, about providing quality health care for all, about creating good jobs, about protecting social security and Medicaid, about sexual equality and homosexual rights, about not enabling corrupt and oppressive governments, about a woman's right to chose and a fair immigration policy, about civil rights for all, about safeguarding the environment and protecting wildlife and about not opting to stimulate corporate profits and malfeasance at the expense of the working class of this country. Democrats believe in spreading the wealth and taking the money from rich Americans who can most afford it and then giving the money to the lower and middle class so that they can one day become rich too.

So I have started a petition to get congress and the President to work to make this happen at this year’s Democrat National Convention in Charlotte, N.C. You can go:

 
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CHICKASAW BLOOD!
 
If I could go back in time and know my ancestors, what would I discover? Not having the facts, I've sometimes wondered if I have any Native American Indian blood. If so, how much? I've sometimes wondered if I have any African American blood. If so, how much? It is very like that African American people with the last name Payne, have my blood in them as at several points in the family tree my family owned slaves. More recently I learned that Barack Obama's white grandmother was named Payne and I have some indications she was related to my family, so again a famous black man, may well be my cousin and related because of who is parents are. Dolly Madison had the maiden name Payne and her people and mine came from exactly the same area of Virginia and so I may well be related to several US Presidents.
 
I know this, there IS Native American blood on my father's side of the family. His mother (named Williams) was born in Texas, and his father's came from England and Wales originally in the late 1600's and early 1700's to Virginia from England and Wales. They very liked married families with Native American blood. His father's family clearly has Chickasaw blood in them and is very proud of it and it is well documented.
 
What about on my mother's side, the Rhys & Clark families? My mother grew up in a large Welsh & English family in Potter County, Pennsylvania. Her parents passed away, before I got to meet them and to talk to them. Her mother did have Native American features and so did her father. Pictures I have seen of him, well he looked as though he might have some Native American blood in his background. Both of my parents carried and passed on a very strong and distinctive "blood" gene. Each of my siblings had had red haired children which can only happen if both carry the gene for that. 
 
So I have searched for over 30 years to see what I could find. Sure enough, my mother's mother had no apparent Native American blood on her mother's side. Her father was born in Pennsylvania in 1895 and his family is mostly unknown to me, but they could have married some Native American people. Her mother was born in Potter County Pennsylvania to a well documented family named Rhys or Rees. Her maternal grandmother was named Reed and they could have had some Native American blood in them. Most of mom's grandparents and great grandparents seem to have come from England and Wales. 
 
My possible link to Native American ancestry had to come from my mother's father and mother's mother. Now I am fairly sure there's a trace of Native American blood in my veins from dad's family.  I am mostly Welsh, English, Scottish, Irish and some Native American. Those are "my roots". Which boils down to a great big 'SO WHAT' I know, but I think it is important to know who you are and what your roots are.
 
I was born in Georgia to American parents, which makes me 100% American. I've been working on creating who i am for more than 40 years now and that project is still underway. "My roots" contain only mildly interesting information. My mother and father influenced my early development, but my earlier ancestors had very little to do with it, as I didn't really know them. "Roots" may be a big deal to some people, but they nothing to do with who I am today, I am a very independent hard working guy who has worked hard to graduate high school, the only boy and only one girl has done that in our family. I went on to graduate college four times. One sister received her GED and went to nursing school. I am a self made man as I left home at the tender age of 14 years and did whatever I did by myself and for myself. Of late I have learned some "new" information.
 
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Richard A. Payne learned that his great, great grandfather Thomas Hamilton Payne (January 27, 1819 in Bourbon Kentucky to September 14, 1884 in Montague Texas) went to great lengths to document the family's Chickasaw blood. The Chickasaw are Native American people originally from the region that would become the Southeastern United States (Mississippi, Alabama, Tennessee & Kentucky). They are of the Muskogean language family and are federally recognized as the Chickasaw Nation. Thomas Hamilton Payne got his and his family's names listed on the tribal rolls. 
 
Prior to the first European contact the Chickasaw migrated from western regions and moved east of the Mississippi River where they settled mostly in present day northeast Mississippi. It is where they encountered European explorers and traders, having relationships with French, English and Spanish during the colonial years. The Chickasaw were considered by the United States as one of the Five Civilized Tribes, as the adopted numerous practices of European Americans.
 
The Chickasaw now live in Oklahoma where Richard's father was born and his great grandfather (Sam Payne) lived to get free land from the government. The Chickasaw Nation in Oklahoma is the 13th largest federally recognized tribe in the United States. They are related to the Choctaw and share a common history with them.  The Chickasaw are divided in two groups (moities): the Impsaktea and the Intcutwalipa. They traditionally had a matrilineal system, in which children were considered to be part of the mother's clan, where they gained their status. It seems Richard's feminism may be genetic and his defining, establishing, and defending equal political, economic and social rights for women maybe is in the blood in my veins. 
 
If you think you have Native American blood I encourage you to look for it in census records and family archives. Know first of all, you are not alone. There is a shameful and very destructive history in both Canada and the United States of native children being coercively removed from their families and people: situations ranging from young mothers being bullied in the delivery room into giving up their children for adoption, to parents being told their children had died at boarding school so that they could be adopted out to "good" (white) families, to forcible kidnappings fueled by a black-market adoption system, to, in the most distant past, US soldiers sparing Indian children during massacres and bringing them home to raise as servants. Less malevolently, since so many American Indians die young and since alcoholism is such a problem in our communities, many children have been orphaned or removed from alcoholic parents by child welfare services--until recently, there was no effort made to place these children with extended family or within the tribe, instead sending them to white adoptive parents. Of course, mixed race children are as vulnerable to bitter custody disputes as any other children. If you believe your relatives or ancestors were removed from the native community for any of these reasons, do not despair. There are people there who remember you, and want to hear from you again. I believe our elders watch over us and guide us when the time is right. There are resources to help you too. If you know which tribe you or your parents originally belonged to, then by all means contact the tribe; many tribes have reunification programs, or at least they may have birth records in their enrollment or census department that can help you find your birth family again. Please know I pray for you and yours and ask the Great Creator to bless you in your search. 
 
 
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With Thanks to Michelangelo; The Autobiography of Richard A. Payne
 
THE PROJECT HAS BEEN PUT ON HOLD!!!!!!!!!