First I broke two bones in my left should and badly tore a rotator cuff and am seeing a sports medicine specialist. Okay so the new thing is these e-books not printed but available on line and so we are looking at this now.
Here are my plans!
So I feel now is the time to update my first three (3) books and add a second language:
1. COLLIN THE CANADA GOOSE
In English & Japanese
Illustrated in black & white drawings by Mickey E.J. Schilling
To be translated into Japanese by <unknown at this time>
Originally published by Blue Sky Graphics
2. CHARLIE THE SHY COWBOY
In English & German
The Germans have a long love affair with the American cowboy
Illustrated in black & white drawings by Mickey E.J. Schilling
To be translated into German by James "Jim" Bachmann
Originally published by Blue Sky Graphics
3. Rick & Jim'sREAL REEL INDIANS
In English & French
The French Canadians are an untapped market and I would like to check it out.
Illustrated in black & white drawings by James "Jim" Robert Griffin
To be translated into French by James "Jim" Bachmann
Originally published by Blue Sky Graphics
Then there is last years' new book
4. THE BANJO & THE TELESCOPE
In English & Russian
Illustrated in watercolor paintings by Dorothy M. Speiser
Translated in Russian by Yury Oshmyansky and Russian Edited by Elena Rabinovich
Then I have the two new kids 5&6
Introduction by television great Arthur Gordon "Art" Linkletter (July 17, 1912 – May 26, 2010) was a Canadian-born American radio and television personality.
Reviewed by: US Senators: Bob Dole, Steve Symms, James A. McClure and Timothy Wirth, Timothy Wirth is the President of the United Nations Foundation and the Better World Fund.
Originally published by Publish America of Baltimore Maryland
5. THE WOODSMAN & THE STAR
In English & Chinese & Spanish
Illustrated in watercolor paintings by Dorothy M. Speiser
Translated in Chinese by Charley Soong, a cousin of Soong May-ling or Soong Mei-ling, also known as Madame Chiang Kai-shek or Madame Chiang who was married to Chiang Kai-shek (October 31, 1887 – April 5, 1975) Edited by Geyoung Soong
Translated in Spanish by Eduardo Mario Fuerte
Introduction by Alaska Wildlife Alliance director John Toppenberg
Not yet published
6. HATTIE HART & THE FLOWER DOCTOR
In English & Arabic & Spanish
Illustrated in watercolor paintings by Dorothy M. Speiser
Translated in Arabic by Dr. Mohamed A. Shahba, PhD. (a real life flower doctor)
Translated in Spanish by Eduardo Mario Fuerte
Not yet published
The world has lots and lots of problems and for
all of us in the world to work together and to solve these problems we
need to be able to communicate. To communicate we need to share a
language. To share a language we need to encourage one another to learn a
second or third language and these little books are one small step in
attempting to encourage people to learn another language and perhaps by
seeing them there together they will attempt to do exactly that! This is
my hope however foolish. I hope each of you had a Happy New Year and the year will bring you much joy, happiness, good health, prosperity, peace and above all else LOVE!
Richard A. Payne
#13 New Today
Is 13 an unlucky number well perhaps I can change that for you.
“Love is like an earthquake-unpredictable, a little scary, but when the hard part is over you realize how lucky you truly are.”
My dear old mother was the first to introduce me to the idea of "luck"
as in good luck or bad luck. Your success or failure apparently brought
by chance rather than through one's own actions. Luck is nothing more
than a matter of chance some believe is manipulated by the karma you
have brought onto yourself.
Luck
or fortunity might be that good fortune which occurs beyond one's
control, without regard to one's will, intention, or desired result.
There are at least two senses people usually mean when they use the
term, the prescriptive sense and the descriptive sense. In the
prescriptive sense, luck is the supernatural and deterministic concept
that there are forces (e.g. gods or spirits) which prescribe that
certain events occur very much the way the laws of physics will
prescribe that certain events occur. It is the prescriptive sense that
people mean when they state that they "do not believe in luck". In the
descriptive sense, luck is merely a name we give to events after they
occur which we find to be fortuitous and perhaps improbable.
Cultural
views of luck vary from perceiving luck as a matter of random chance to
attributing to luck explanations of faith or superstition. For example,
the Romans believed in the embodiment of luck as the goddess Fortuna,
while the philosopher Daniel Dennett believes that "luck is mere luck"
rather than a property of a person or thing.
Lucky
symbols are popular worldwide and take many forms. A rabbit's foot,
four leaf clover, a number, a day or perhaps an item like a shirt shoe
or sock.
The
English noun luck appears comparatively late, during the 1480s, as a
loan from Low German (Dutch or Frisian) luk, a short form of gelucke
(Middle High German gelücke). It likely entered English as a gambling
term, and the context of gambling remains detectable in the word's
connotations; luck is a way of understanding a personal chance event.
Luck has three aspects which make it distinct from chance or
probability.
Luck can be good or bad. Luck can be accident or chance. Luck applies to an entity.
Some examples of luck:
Break a leg You correctly guess an answer in a quiz which you did not know. Your car breaking down could be bad luck, if it was by chance and against the odds.
Before
the adoption of luck at the end of the Middle Ages, Old English and
Middle English expressed the notion of "good fortune" with the word
speed (Middle English spede, Old English spēd); speed besides "good
fortune" had the wider meaning of "prosperity, profit, abundance"; it is
not associated with the notion of probability or chance but rather with
that of fate or divine help; a bestower of success can also be called
speed, as in "Christ be our speed" (William Robertson, Phraseologia
generalis, 1693).
The
notion of probability was expressed by the Latin loanword chance,
adopted in Middle English from the late 13th century, literally
describing an outcome as a "falling" (as it were of dice), via Old
French cheance from Late Latin cadentia "falling". Fortuna, the Roman
goddess of fate or luck, was popular as an allegory in medieval times,
and even though it was not strictly reconcilable with Christian
theology, it became popular in learned circles of the High Middle Ages
to portray her as a servant of God in distributing success or failure in
a characteristically "fickle" or unpredictable way, thus introducing
the notion of chance. Interpretations of luck
Luck is interpreted and understood in many different ways. Luck as lack of control
Luck
refers to that which happens to a person beyond that person's control.
This view incorporates phenomena that are chance happenings, a person's
place of birth for example, but where there is no uncertainty involved,
or where the uncertainty is irrelevant. Within this framework one can
differentiate between three different types of luck:
Constitutional luck, that is, luck with factors that cannot be
changed. Place of birth and genetic constitution are typical examples. Circumstantial luck—with factors that are haphazardly brought on. Accidents and epidemics are typical examples. Ignorance luck, that is, luck with factors one does not know about. Examples can be identified only in hindsight.
Luck as a fallacy
Another
view holds that "luck is probability taken personally." A rationalist
approach to luck includes the application of the rules of probability
and an avoidance of unscientific beliefs. The rationalist feels the
belief in luck is a result of poor reasoning or wishful thinking. To a
rationalist, a believer in luck who asserts that something has
influenced his or her luck commits the "post hoc ergo propter hoc" logical fallacy: that because two events are connected sequentially, they are connected causally as well. In general:
A happens (luck-attracting event or action) and then B happens; Therefore, A influenced B.
More
contemporary authors writing on the subject believe that definition of
good destiny is: one who enjoys good health, has the physical and mental
capabilities of achieving his goals in life, has good appearance, has
happiness in mind and is not prone to accidents.
In the rationalist perspective, mine for example, probability is only affected by confirmed causal connections.
The
gambler's fallacy and inverse gambler's fallacy both explain some
reasoning problems in common beliefs in luck. They involve denying the
unpredictability of random events: "I haven't rolled a seven all week,
so I'll definitely roll one tonight".
Luck is consistent with random walk probability theory. Luck as an essence Maneki-neko with Seven Lucky gods.
There
is also a series of spiritual, or supernatural beliefs regarding
fortune. These beliefs vary widely from one to another, but most agree
that luck can be influenced through spiritual means by performing
certain rituals or by avoiding certain circumstances. Remember "step on a
crack and you'll break your mother's back!"?
Luck
can also be a belief in an organization of fortunate and unfortunate
events. Luck is a form of superstition which is interpreted differently
by different individuals. Carl Jung coined the term synchronicity, which
he described as "a meaningful coincidence".
Abrahamic
religions believe God controls future events; belief in luck or fate is
criticized in Book of Isaiah chapter 65, verses 11-12:
What will happen to you for offering food and wine to the gods you
call good luck and fate? Your luck will end. This makes me prone me to
believe that God controls our luck.
Belief
in the extent of Divine Providence varies; most acknowledge providence
as at least a partial, if not complete influence on luck. Christianity,
in its early development, accommodated many traditional practices which
at different times, accepted omens and practiced forms of ritual
sacrifice in order to divine the will of their supreme being or to
influence divine favoritism. The concepts of "Divine Grace" or
"Blessing" as they are described by believers closely resemble what is
referred to as "luck" by others.
Mesoamerican
religions, such as the Aztecs, Mayans and Incas, had particularly
strong beliefs regarding the relationship between rituals and the gods,
which could in a similar sense to Abrahamic religions be called luck or
providence. In these cultures, human sacrifice (both of willing
volunteers and captured enemies), as well as self sacrifice by means of
bloodletting, could possibly be seen as a way to propitiate the gods and
earn favor for the city offering the sacrifice. An alternative
interpretation would be that the sacrificial blood was considered as a
necessary element for the gods to maintain the proper working order of
the universe, in the same way that oil would be applied to an automobile
to keep it working as designed.
Many
traditional African practices, such as voodoo and hoodoo, have a strong
belief in superstition. Some of these religions include a belief that
third parties can influence an individuals luck. Shamans and witches are
both respected and feared, based on their ability to cause good or bad
fortune for those in villages near them. Southern white men one time
believed that sleeping with a black woman could change their luck from
good to bad.
Luck as a self-fulfilling prophecy
Some
encourage the belief in luck as a false idea, but which may produce
positive thinking, and alter one's responses for the better. Others,
like Jean-Paul Sartre and Sigmund Freud, feel a belief in luck has more
to do with a locus of control for events in one's life, and the
subsequent escape from personal responsibility. According to this
theory, one who ascribes their travails to "bad luck" will be found upon
close examination to be living risky lifestyles. In personality
psychology, people reliably differ from each other depending on four key
aspects: beliefs in luck, rejection of luck, being lucky, and being
unlucky. People who believe in good luck are more optimistic, more
satisfied with their lives, and have better moods. If "good" and "bad"
events occur at random to everyone, believers in good luck will
experience a net gain in their fortunes, and vice versa for believers in
bad luck. This is clearly likely to be self-reinforcing. Thus, a belief
in good luck may actually be an adaptive meme.
What is really interesting to me is the social aspects of luck.
Wheel of fortune as depicted in Sebastian Brant`s book, author Albrecht Dürer
Luck is an important factor in many aspects of society. For example games with little or no skill or talent involved.
A
game may depend on luck rather than skill or effort. For example, Chess
does not involve any random factors such as throwing dice, while
Dominoes has the "luck of the draw" when selecting tiles.
Lotteries
and for the record I purchase lottery tickets and Powerball tickets but
I do like where the money goes from these ticket sales...even if I
never win anything. My mother did use to say and I do believe that some
day our ship will come and we will win but only if we play and I believe
perhaps a little even if we never win.
Many
countries have a national lottery. Individual views of the chance of
winning, and what it might mean to win, are largely expressed by
statements about luck. For example, the winner was "just lucky" meaning
they contributed no skill or effort.
I
love examples of using luck as a means of resolving issues. "Leaving it
to chance" is a way of resolving issues. For example, flipping a coin
at the start of a sporting event may determine who goes first.
Most
cultures consider some numbers to be lucky or unlucky. This is found to
be particularly strong in Asian cultures, where the obtaining of
"lucky" telephone numbers, automobile license plate numbers, and
household addresses are actively sought, sometimes at great monetary
expense. Numerology, as it relates to luck, is closer to an art than to a
science, yet numerologists, astrologists or psychics may disagree. It
is interrelated to astrology, and to some degree to parapsychology and
spirituality and is based on converting virtually anything material into
a pure number, using that number in an attempt to detect something
meaningful about reality, and trying to predict or calculate the future
based on lucky numbers. Numerology is folkloric by nature and started
when humans first learned to count. Through human history it was, and
still is, practiced by many cultures of the world from traditional
fortune-telling to on-line psychic reading. For the record my lucky
number seems to be eight (8).
Different
thinkers like Thomas Kuhn have discussed the role of chance in
scientific discoveries. This is somewhat fascinating but even more in
luck in religion and mythology. For example:
Buddhism,
Gautama Buddha, the founder of Buddhism, taught his followers not to
believe in luck. The view which was taught by Gautama Buddha states that
all things which happen must have a cause, either material or
spiritual, and do not occur due to luck, chance or fate. I have always
agreed with this somewhat.The idea of moral causality, karma (Pali:
kamma), is central in Buddhism. In the Sutta Nipata, the Buddha is
recorded as having said the following about selling luck:
Whereas some religious men, while living of food provided by the
faithful make their living by such low arts, such wrong means of
livelihood as palmistry, divining by signs, interpreting dreams ...
bringing good or bad luck ... invoking the goodness of luck ... picking
the lucky site for a building, the monk Gautama refrains from such low
arts, such wrong means of livelihood.
However
belief in luck is prevalent in many predominantly Buddhist countries.
In Thailand, Buddhists may wear verses (takrut) or lucky amulets which
have been blessed by monks for protection against harm, do not laugh
Catholics do this as well.
Hinduism,
a Rangoli design. In Hinduism it is said that by proper worship, with a
meticulous prayer procedure (Sanskrit: Shri Lakshmi Sahasranam Pujan
Vidhi) the blessings of Lakshmi, the Hindu goddess of money and fortune,
may be obtained. Lakshmi Parayan (prayer) is performed in most Hindu
homes on the day of Diwali, the festival of lights. At that time also
Rangoli are drawn, decorative designs on floors of living rooms and
courtyards during Hindu festivals that are meant as a sacred welcoming
area for the luck.
Islam,
there is no concept of luck in Islam other than actions determined by
Allah based on the merit of the choice made by human beings. It is
stated in the Qur'an (Sura: Adh-Dhariyat (The Wind that Scatter)
verse:22) that one's sustenance is pre-determined in heaven when the
Lord says: "And in the heaven is your provision and that which ye are
promised." However, one should supplicate towards Allah to better one's
life rather than hold faith in un-Islamic acts such as using "lucky
charms". However, in Arabic language there is a word which directly
means "luck", which is حظ ḥaẓẓ, and a word for "lucky", محظوظ maḥẓūẓ.
I
think it is important for a man to give this some serious thought, this
idea of luck, to some extent it truly does define him as the man he is.
Here are some thoughts to consider:
"A great man's greatest good luck is to die at the right time." Eric Hoffer
"And I always found that the harder I worked, the better my luck was, because I was prepared for that." Ed Bradley
"Be grateful for luck. Pay the thunder no mind - listen to the birds. And don't hate nobody." Eubie Blake
"Beautiful? It's all a question of luck. I was born with good legs. As for the rest... beautiful, no. Amusing, yes." Josephine Baker
"But
no nation can base its survival and development on luck and prayers
alone while its leadership fritters away every available opportunity for
success and concrete achievement." Ibrahim Babangida
"Dear
World, I am leaving because I am bored. I feel I have lived long
enough. I am leaving you with your worries in this sweet cesspool. Good
luck." George Sanders
"Destiny
is a good thing to accept when it's going your way. When it isn't,
don't call it destiny; call it injustice, treachery, or simple bad
luck." Joseph Heller
And if you forget all the rest remember this one...
"Diligence is the mother of good luck." Benjamin Franklin
Forgive me but it is true that careful and persistent work or effort will indeed increase you luck to surplus.
I wish you all joy and happiness, peace and good health, prosperity and even more LOVE, in the week ahead none of which has anything to do withluck.
With "LOVE" Always, Richard A. Payne
#12 New Today
"The day that hunger is eradicated from the earth there will be the greatest spiritual explosion the world has ever known. Humanity cannot imagine the joy that will burst into the world..."-
Federico Garcia Lorca
Wednesday
July 18, 2012
This is my 12th posting and it
should be special and so it will be. This is an issue that has been very
important to me since 1968 about 45 years now. I have won awards for working
with children. I have focused on those most like me as a child. I was dirt
poor. I was often either homeless or close to it. In school I was a problem
child who was often in trouble. I had learning problems for example I couldn’t
see the blackboard most of the time. I seldom got enough to eat. I was angry as
hell about that most of the time. My mom was quick to give me additional
responsibilities but slow to see or consider I mean really consider the things
that bothered me. I was lucky and had a Guardian Angel watching over me
I know!
My
Dear Friends....in 1968 I was a teaching assistant to
a wonderful woman who taught some very special children, many grossly mentally
retarded and some that were just slow. They were a real mixture of abused,
children with mental and physical handicaps and issues. They touched my heart
in ways I still can not describe. It changed my life. I have several degrees in
education because of the experience. Sometimes I have trouble sleeping because
believe or not I hear the world's children crying and praying to a God who only
sometimes listens.
Because chronic hunger and homelessness is a fact of life for over one billion
people around the world, the media rarely cover the story. And because the
problem is so large and complex, simple remedies do not create any lasting
solutions. Hence, people are discouraged, and thus decide they can individually
do nothing to better these circumstances.
But, truth is, the solution all starts with you. One person can make a
difference, and all persons working together can make a miracle. I hate
to write things like this because it is truly a downer!
The first -and most important- thing you can do to help the hungry and homeless
is become educated. The truth is an education is also key to pulling most of
these children out of poverty.
Please consider this:
HOMELESSNESS:
I have to tell you that there was many times when I was a child that my family
found themselves homeless. That fear drives me to never stop working and never
take a vacation and never stop trying to help others see and understand this
horrible terrible condition.
Worldwide, 1.3 billion people live on less than $1 US dollar per day.
The United States,
despite being one of the wealthiest countries in the world has the highest
rate of poverty.
Three million Americans, a fourth of which are children, go
without shelter every night.
Families with children comprise 39% of the homeless population and make up the
fastest growing segment of the homeless.
One child in five lives below the poverty line in our country, making children
the poorest age group in the United
States, which accounts for the growing
percentage of children who are homeless.
Children account for over 25% of the homeless population.
Every 53 minutes an American child dies from poverty.
Less than 6% of the homeless are that way by choice.
Many homeless people are among the working poor. A person earning a minimum
wage can't earn enough to support a family of three or pay inner-city rent.
About 25 percent of the homeless are estimated to be emotionally disturbed. One
percent may need long-term hospitalization; the others can become
self-sufficient with help.
Some homeless are substance abusers; research suggests one in four. Many of
these are included in the 25 percent who suffer from mental illness.
The largest proportion of homeless are single men.
Illegal immigrants are swelling the ranks of the homeless.
Millions are among the hidden homeless people who are one crisis away from
losing their homes. They may be doubled or tripled up in housing or 48 hours
from eviction or about to leave a hospital with nowhere to go.
I would bet and easily win that nobody in my own family could or would believe
the amount of money I myself have donated to try and change this. I would never
brag about such a thing but believe it is perhaps the most important thing in
the world to me.
My mother, my little brother and sister and me lived for almost a month under a
picnic table at Table Rock Lake in
Missouri
eating nothing but apples from an old apple tree and fish.
HUNGER:
Every 3.6 seconds, someone dies of hunger. The have NOTHING to eat!!!
About 24,000 people die every day from hunger or hunger related causes. This is
down from 35,000 ten years ago, and 41,000 twenty years ago.
It is estimated that some 800 million people in the world suffer from hunger
and malnutrition, about 100 times as many as those who actually die from it
each year.
75% of these deaths are children under 5. These are our precious babies
people!
35,000 children die from malnutrition every day.
Over 200 million boys and girls under the age of 5 in developing countries are
hungry.
12 million children die every year -- that's 23 boys and girls every minute --
of hunger or diseases related to hunger. You wonder why I have trouble
sleeping.
Today 10% of children in developing countries die before the age of five. This
is down from 28% fifty years ago.
Most hunger deaths are caused by chronic malnutrition. Families simply cannot
get enough to eat. This in turn is caused by extreme poverty.
Besides death, chronic malnutrition also causes impaired vision, listlessness,
stunted growth, and greatly increased susceptibility to disease. Severely
malnourished people are unable to function at even a basic level.
Hungry children suffer the loss of precious mental capacities and fall ill more
often. Many of those who go to bed hungry every night grow up with
lasting mental and physical disabilities. I can remember my little
belly hurting so bad I cried myself to sleep from being hungry and so I speak
from a very real experience my friends.
Children
One out of four homeless people is a child. The fastest growing homeless group
in the United States
is families with children. Their number nearly doubled between 1984 and 1989,
and continues to do so. Many homeless children are alone.
They may be runaways who left home because there is no money for food, because
they are victims of rape, incest, or violence or because one or both of their
parents is in emotional turmoil. Some are "throwaways" whose parents
tell them to leave home, or won't allow them to return once they leave. I left
home when I was 14 years old for this very reason and that is a simple fact! My
stepfather want to have sex with me and I kept him off of me for as long as I
could but he never stopped trying and so finally I left home after a very close
call and went to live with a kind and compassionate school teacher...he saved
my life in so many ways.
AIDS Victims
Thirty-two thousand people with AIDS and their dependents were homeless in
1989. By 1995 over 100,000 AIDS related sufferers are projected to join their
ranks. When I decided to come out of my closet it was due to coming to grips
with the price others have paid for my security in the closet.
Gays and Lesbians
Another main factor that has been forcing so many American teenagers to the
streets is homosexuality. According to a report by 20/20 's Connie Chung, there
are so many teenagers who are getting thrown out of their houses by their
parents because of their sexual orientation. Since these kids have no where
to go or no one to talk to, they turn in to prostitution and drugs which in
turn has been the main factor for the increase in the rate of suicides among
teenagers in the gay and lesbian population. I will never rest until gay people
enjoy equal protection under America's
laws and have the same rights as straight people do!
You can make a
difference and I know this...
Work with organizations such as the 2010 Family Support Services which, is a
part of Youth Homelessness Program that helps runaway gay and lesbian teenagers
from becoming homeless by training them to work, helping them to go to college
or support them in talking to their parents and so on.
Work at a shelter: perhaps an evening or overnight shift. Help with clerical
work: answer phones, type, file, sort mail. Serve food, wash dishes, sort or
distribute clothes.
Help build or fix up houses or shelters: check with your local public housing
authority or Habitat for Humanity (their national number is 1-800-422-4828).
Their address: Habitat for Humanity International, 270 Peachtree Street NW,
Suite 1300
Atlanta, GA 30303 USA 1-800-HABITAT
Every city has one and I support mine.
Offer your professional skills and services directly or to assist in job
training: many services and skills are needed, including secretarial, catering,
plumbing, accounting, management, carpentry, tutoring, public relations,
fundraising, legal, medical, dentistry, writing, child care, counseling, etc.
Share your hobbies: teach a group, or work one-to-one with a homeless person.
Help children: work with program directors who are coordinating field trips,
picnics or art workshops for homeless children.
Involve others: convince your classmates, co-workers, church members, or civic
club to join, or support, your efforts.
Make Contributions:
While the concern and support demonstrated by volunteer work are essential,
material help is a necessity too. The end to homelessness is a long road; in
the meantime, homeless people and those running programs need help every day.
Needed items include:
Clothing: The lack of clean, well fitting clothes and shoes causes great
hardship beyond exposure to the elements; it hurts one's self-image and one's
chance to get ahead. No matter how many clothes homeless people used to have,
they must travel light, with few opportunities to safely store, or adequately
clean, what they can't carry. On job interviews, a poorly dressed person has
little chance for success. Give your unused clothes to those who need them.
Before you give your own clothes or start a clothing drive, talk to your local
shelter: find out what items they really need. Most have limited storage space,
and can't use winter clothes in summer or vice versa. Some serve only a certain
group of people. Please clean the clothes before you donate them.
Contribute in-kind services and materials: copying, printing, food,
transportation, marketing assistance, computer equipment and assistance,
electrical work, building materials, plumbing, etc.
Donate household goods or other items: kitchen utensils, furniture, books, etc.
Toys, games, stuffed animals, dolls, and diapers are also in high demand.
Support a homeless person or family: as they move out of a shelter or
transitional housing program, assist by contributing household goods, baby
sitting, moral support.
Raise funds for a program: ask your group to abstain from one meal and donate
the proceeds to a shelter or soup kitchen. Organize a bike or walk-a-thon, or a
yard sale and donate the proceeds. Sponsor a benefit concert featuring local
musicians (and include homeless musicians on the program).
Give directly: carry fast-food certificates, change, extra sandwiches, or fruit
to give to homeless people.
Organize "survival kits" to give out to homeless people, with items
like cups, pot, pan, soap, shampoo, toothpaste, toothbrushes, cosmetics. (Try
coordinating this through a group that gives out meals from a van, for
example). During cold weather organize drives for blankets, coats, hats,
scarves, mittens and socks.
Help homeless people contact loved ones: give them the opportunity to make
free, long distance calls on special days.
Encourage your company to hire homeless people: most homeless adults
desperately want to work, but need an employer to give them a chance.
Raise money for security deposits, to help families meet the first month's
rent.
It is as a dear lady once said:
"The first
freedom of man, I contend, is the freedom to eat."
– Eleanor Roosevelt
With
Love & Hope,
Richard A. Payne
#11 New Today
July 5th, 2012
My Dear Friends:
I do hope everyone had a great and joyful 4th of July. Here it is
very hot and the hot weather has got me thinking, how each Christmas I am so puzzled
by the Christmas decorations. The angels available for tree tops are always
females. There is no doubt that every reference to angels in Scripture refers
to them in the masculine gender. The Greek word for “angel” in the New
Testament, angelos, is in the masculine
form. In fact, the feminine form of angelosdoes not exist. There are three
genders in grammar—masculine (he, him, his), feminine (she, her, hers), and
neuter (it, its). Angels are never referred to in any gender other than
masculine. In the many appearances of angels in the Bible, never
is an angel referred to as “she” or “it.” Furthermore, when angels did appear,
they always appeared dressed as human males (Genesis 18:2, 16; Ezekiel 9:2). No angel ever appeared in
Scripture dressed as a female. There IS not such thing as a female angel!
The only named angels in the Bible—Michael,
Gabriel, Lucifer—had male names and all were referred to in the
masculine. Revelation
12:7 – “…Michael and his
angels.”; Luke
1:29 – “Mary was greatly
troubled at his (Gabriel’s) words.”; Isaiah 14:12 – “Oh, Lucifer, son of the morning.” Other references to
angels are always in the masculine gender. In Judges 6:21, the angel held the staff in his
hand. Zechariah asked an angel a question and reports that he answered (Zechariah 1:19). The angels in Revelation are all
spoken of as “he” and “his” (Revelation 7:1; 10:1, 5; 14:19; 16:2, 4, 17; 19:17; 20:1). IT is my hope to one day find a
male angel for atop my tree.
The confusion about genderless angels comes from a misreading of Matthew 22:30, which states that there will be no
marriage in heaven because we “will be like the angels in heaven.” The
statement that there will be no marriage has led some to believe that angels
are “sexless” or genderless because (the thinking goes) the purpose of gender
is procreation and, if there is to be no marriage and no procreation, there is
no need for gender. But this is a leap that cannot be proven from the text. The
fact that there is no marriage does not necessarily mean there is no gender.
The many references to angels as males contradict the idea of genderless
angels. But we must not confuse gender with sexuality. Clearly, there is no
sexual activity in heaven, which we can safely derive from the statement about
no marriage. But we can’t make the same leap from “no marriage” to “no gender.”
I must say a heaven without sex hardly seems like much of a heaven to me.
Gender, then, is not to be understood strictly in terms of sexuality. Rather,
the use of the masculine gender pronouns throughout Scripture is more a
reference to authority than to sex. God always refers to Himself in the
masculine. The blurring of the distinction between male and female can lead to
heresies such as “mother/father God” and the Holy Spirit as an “it,” ignoring
the references to Him in Scripture (John 14:17; 15:16; 16:8, 13-14). The Holy Spirit is never described as an “it” or an
inanimate force. God’s perfect plan for the order and structure of authority,
both in the church and the home, imbues
men with authority to rule in love
and righteousness, just as God rules. It would simply be inappropriate
to refer to heavenly beings as anything other than masculine because of
the authority God has granted to them to wield His power (2 Kings 19:35),
carry His messages (Luke 2:10), and represent Him on earth. I do not wish to make females angry but I do wish
them to see and understand how things are and meant to be. I believe I have a
Guardian Angel and "HE" of
course is male. I believe each of you may also have a Guardian Angel to watch
over you and they are to be sure all male.
I offer this cool thought to help make the hot summer more bearable. I am sure
of few things but that all angels are male is one of them.
With LOVE Always!!!
Rick Payne
#10 New Today
June 26, 2012
Today I write about a place that inspired
me so very much. They say the quintessential beauty of theColorado Rocky Mountainsis
show-cased in theRocky Mountain National Parknear Estes
Park. It is absolutely
true! Let me repeat some simple
facts…
There are 416 square miles in size, encompassing 265,769 acres of
wilderness
There are 359 miles of trails, originating from 35 trail-heads each more fun
than the last
There are 150 lakes where animals can and do come to drink
There are 476 miles of creeks and streams, including the headwaters of the Colorado River breathing life into the place that is
heaven on earth
There are 5 drive-in campgrounds, with 585 campsites or if you prefer many
excellent hotels and motels in the area
There are 900 species of plants to study or admire and rest assured I do
There are 281 types of birds, including the broad-tailed hummingbird,
mountain bluebird, osprey and peregrine falcon and I have seen eagles and
hawks and owls
There are 60 species of mammals, including elk, moose, bighorn sheep, mule
deer, black bears and coyote…it the city of Estes Park the elk visit and
act like they own the place…I do love this place
There are 3,000 elk reside in Rocky
Mountain National
Park during the summer and wonder the entire city of Estes Park
Then there is the highest, continuous paved road in the United States, Trail Ridge Road, connects Grand Lake
to Estes Park, and reaches 12,183 feet
Finally you'll find the Continental Divide that runs through Rocky
Mountain National
Park, the line that divides the flow of water between the
Atlantic and Pacific oceans
I love this place like no other and I
bring my old mare and ride for hours and hours and find myself renewed and
charmed each and every time. I you do NOT love nature forget it, if you do,
this is like not other place in America
for shear beauty and majesty and charm. I was in my early thirties when I first
came here; I was a broken and hurt man. I wanted to climb a mountain and get as
close to God as I could. The place was like a magic tonic the way it worked on
my soul and spirit. It renewed me and made me feel life still had something to
offer and that I could still feel it and see it and experience assured me I was
still very much alive and capable of seeing life as it should be! When I left
the area on my way out of town I stopped by Our Lady Of The Mountains CatholicChurch at 920 Big Thompson
Avenue (ColoradoHighway 34, the highway in and out of town) and thanked God, the
Great Spirit, for the experience that I needed so very bad. I have stayed in Colorado for 25 years.
When I came here my older brother and his family was here, then my little
brother and his wife came and grew their family, then my oldest sister and her
family came…they have all since left here for other places, but I remain. I
have lived here longer than any other place in my entire life. I have found
love, happiness and peace. I know I am about as close to God here as a man can
get without dying. I saddle my old mare and often ride for several hours into
these mountains. I wrote The Woodsman & The Star because of the
experience. My friend Dot Speiser lived and owned a gallery in Estes Park
and she created 77 watercolor illustrations of this area for that book. So yes
indeed come and see this little piece of heaven and stay if you dare at the Stanley Hotel, known for its architecture,
magnificent setting, and famous visitors, may possibly be best known today for
its inspirational role in the Stephen King's novel, "The Shining."
This Colorado hotel has been featured as one
of America's
most haunted hotels and with the numerous stories from visitors and staff, The
Stanley Hotel continues to "shine" today, as it did in 1909 when
first opened. I prefer another spot in Estes Park with a hot tub that has made
the trip more than worth the effort several times for me a my date. When my daughter left her mother while still
in high school to come and live with me I brought her here. She seemed to enjoy
the place too. I regret I never let her get too close to me or learn about me
as the man I truly am, but I never felt close enough to get much trust in her.
In any event I love this place and it
is very special to me. I came here and I healed and I feel good and strong and
whole because of this place. Every man who was ever born lives and does his
best with whatever God gives him. He sometimes makes mistakes, and Lord
knows, I made mine. Sometimes life becomes just too much and it wears a
man down, this is my spot that renewed me and gave me a second shot at life. I
often come back to this place to renew and re-energize. For me, it may be as
close to heaven as I will ever get. I know Pope
John Paul II visited the area in 1993 and the Emperor of Japan included Estes Park on his
itinerary in 1994 and neither had any regrets. My friend Dot captured the Pope
on paper and water colors during his visit, she is a woman very close to the Great
Spirit and it radiates off of her like sun light! In any event as the
stubborn High Park Firewhich has cost us $29.6
million to fight since it was started June 9 by a lightning strike draws close
to this area I pray to the Great Spirit, that it never gets
close enough to do any damage to this area I so love. With that in mind I now
close this note to my loyal fans and readers.
I also wish to add a sad fare thee well to Donna Summer & Robin Gibb whose
music I did love, Richard "Dick" Beals, Richard
Dawson, Ray Douglas Bradbury, Robert Lawrence "Bob" Welch, Jr., Ann
Rutherford (one of the last Gone With The Wind actors) and fellow Welshman Victor Spinetti. These
are people who have died recently and who I shall miss. I hope they rest in
eternal peace and that they know I think they enriched my life with their music,
acting and contributions to the entertainment world. I wish them each an
enjoyable journey into whatever is next for them.
Richard A. Payne
#9 New Today
Other Writers
Wednesday June 20th., 2012
These are writers I like to read. If I
am to talk about other writers let me start with Joe Girzone. Rev. Joseph F. Girzone (born 1930) is an American writer, and most notable as the
author of the Joshua series. Girzone was born in Albany, New York,
to parents Peter and Margaret Girzone. He entered the Carmelite Order in 1948
and was ordained as a Catholic priest in 1955, just two years after my birth.
After serving as pastor for various New
York churches, he retired from the active priesthood
in 1981 for health reasons. Following his retirement, he embarked on a second
career as a full-time writer and speaker. Joseph Girzone now lives in Altamont, New
York. In 1995 he established the Joshua Foundation,
"an organization dedicated to making Jesus better known throughout the
world." He is a very good and decent man who I have got to know
through letters. Dot Speiser introduced me and him.
He wrote: Joshua(1983) Joshua
and the Children (1989) Joshua
and the Shepherd (1990) Joshua
In The Holy Land (1993) Joshua
and the City (1995) Joshua
: The Homecoming (1999) Joshua
in a Troubled World : A Story for Our Time (2005)
This is NOT a complete list but it
will get you started.
I love writers to do something brave. Joseph Girzone wrote his parable, Joshua,
in 1983 and published it himself with neither accompanying fanfare nor
expectation of the extraordinary effect it would have on people around the
world. With only word-of-mouth for advertising, and by virtue of its simple
message of love, Joshua became an international force of
spiritual strength. Then, after its modest beginnings, Joshua and
its sequels have millions of readers around the world, including me, and
continue to bring hope and peace to all who seek nourishment. When Joshua moves
to a small cabin on the edge of town, the local people are at first mystified,
then confused by his presence. A quiet and simple man, Joshua appears to seek
nothing for himself. He supports himself solely by carpentry and woodworking,
and he charges very little for his services. Yet his work is exquisite. Even
more exquisite, and even more mysterious, is the extraordinary effect he has on
everyone he meets. All who come in contact with him can't help but be
transformed by his incredible warmth. This is as it should be…love exchanged
should look and feel like this. The acceptance and love in his eyes and in each actions amazes the townspeople. Who is
Joshua and just what is he up to? The answer to that question amazes them almost
as much discovery of that same transforming power in each of their own hearts.
Joshua and Jesus are one and the same. These are some great books and well
worth reading. The power of love is something that I do believe in.
Then there
is James Grover Thurber (December 8, 1894 – November 2, 1961, my 7th birthday) was an
author, cartoonist and celebrated wit during his time. Thurber is best known
for his cartoons and short stories, published mainly in The New Yorker magazine
then collected in his numerous books. One of the most popular humorists of his
time, Thurber celebrated the comic frustrations and eccentricities of ordinary
people. My sister Connie read me The Last Flower when he
died and told me who he was. I still really love this little story, which I
told on stage as James Thurber in a play. It is very special to me.
I was in
High School, in 1970, and a teacher named Valerie Seldon taught a class in
American Literature and she had us read several of his short stories and for
some reason I just connected to this writer. As the years passed I watched
films based on his short stories and made it a point to read everything he ever
wrote. In college a drama teacher went to the campus library and had the
librarian do some research to see who among the students was a real Thurber fan
and she report that I was about the only fan who had made a point of reading
everything the man had ever written. He contacted me and had me try out for a
play entitled The Thurber Carnival and I got the leading male role. I ended up
married to the leading lady, who became my first wife and the mother of my
oldest daughter. The other cast members called us the Battling Bogarts.
His books include;
Is Sex Necessary? or, Why You Feel The Way You Do
(spoof of sexual psychology manuals, with E. B. White), 1929, 75th anniv.
edition (2004) with foreword by John Updike, ISBN 0-06-073314-4 The Owl in the Attic and Other Perplexities,
1931 The Seal in the Bedroom and Other Predicaments,
1932 My Life and Hard Times, 1933 ISBN
0-06-093308-9 The Middle-Aged Man on the Flying Trapeze,
1935 Let Your Mind Alone! and Other More Or Less Inspirational
Pieces, 1937 The Last Flower, 1939, reissued 2007 ISBN
978-1-58729-620-8 The Male Animal (stage play), 1939 (with
Elliot Nugent) and screenplay starring Henry Fonda, written by Stephen
Morehouse Avery Fables for Our Time and Famous Poems Illustrated,
1940 ISBN 0-06-090999-4 My World and Welcome to It, 1942 ISBN
0-15-662344-7 Many Moons, (children) 1943 Men, Women, and Dogs, 1943 The Great Quillow, (children) 1944 The Thurber Carnival (anthology), 1945, ISBN
0-06-093287-2, ISBN 0-394-60085-1 (Modern Library Edition) The White Deer, (children) 1945 The Beast in Me and Other Animals, 1948 ISBN
0-15-610850-X The 13 Clocks, (children) 1950 The Thurber Album, 1952 Thurber Country, 1953 Thurber's Dogs, 1955 Further Fables For Our Time, 1956 The Wonderful O, (children) 1957 Alarms and Diversions (anthology), 1957 The Years With Ross, 1959 ISBN 0-06-095971-1 A Thurber Carnival (stage play), 1960 Lanterns and Lances, 1961
When I was
in my twenties I really enjoyed reading Thurber and to a very large extent this
writer helped shape and define me as a man. He taught me that the things in
life that cause us the most grief and pain and be the source of some of the
best humor. We can choose to laugh or cry at the things that get to us and I
prefer to laugh out loud and hard. James Thurber was a brilliant man and a fine
writer and his art makes me feel better about my own.
James
Thurber helped to shape my feelings about women, dogs, what is real and what is
not, how I think, feel and act as I have coped with life. He
also helped determine how I handle stress, relate to others and make choices. I
really owe this man truth be told.
Most of the
writers I enjoy were suggested to me by people who I came to like and admire.
While I was in college, about 1976 I had a professor named James Hoban, who I
greatly admired and respected. He helped guide me into my love of the English
language and the evolution of the words we use in the English language. He also
suggested I get to know John
Ronald Reuel Tolkien,
who had just died, (3 January 1892 – 2 September 1973) was an
English writer, poet, philologist, and university professor, best known as the
author of the classic high fantasy works The Hobbit, The
Lord of the Rings, and The Silmarillion. In the
1970’s when I was in college everyone was reading JRR Tolkien. I got a hold of The
Hobbit and started to read it and couldn’t stop. I loved each and
every word.
Tolkien was Rawlinson and Bosworth Professor of Anglo-Saxon at Pembroke College,
Oxford, from
1925 to 1945 and Merton Professor of English Language and Literature there from
1945 to 1959. He was a close friend of C. S. Lewis—they were both members of
the informal literary discussion group known as the Inklings. Tolkien was appointed a Commander of the Order of the
British Empire by Queen Elizabeth II on 28
March 1972. I recall many of my college friends sitting around a room staked up
with books, sitting smoking our pipes and drinking Constant Comment Tea and
talking about great books we had read and this included the works of Tolkien.
After his death, Tolkien's son Christopher published a series of works based on
his father's extensive notes and unpublished manuscripts, including The
Silmarillion. These, together with The Hobbit and The
Lord of the Rings form a connected body of tales, poems, fictional
histories, invented languages, and literary essays about a fantasy world called
Arda, and Middle-earth within it. Between 1951 and 1955, Tolkien applied the
term legendarium to the larger part of these writings.
While many other authors had published works of fantasy before Tolkien, the
great success of The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings led
directly to a popular resurgence of the genre. This has caused Tolkien to be
popularly identified as the "father" of modern fantasy literature—or,
more precisely, of high fantasy. In 2008, The Times ranked him sixth on a list
of "The 50 greatest British writers since 1945". Forbes ranked him
the 5th top-earning dead celebrity in 2009. From this writer I learned to dare
to dream and think and allow my self to escape beyond that which others defined
as “real” and true. I let myself feel and experience things beyond real and
true and go deeper into my imagination.
Tolkien was
a Catholic and a man who loved the English language as much as I ever could and
so it would follow that I came to love his work too.
The Hobbit
Is the story of Bilbo Baggins, 13 dwarves, and the wizard Gandalf go on an
Adventure. This is a fantasy book that offered the first glimpse into Tolkien's
sub-creation.
The
Lord of the Rings
Sometimes published in 3 volumes: 1. The Fellowship of the Ring;
2. The
Two Towers; 3. The Return of the King.
Tolkien's masterwork. A sequel to The Hobbit, but much richer
and deeper (and longer) than its predecessor. Bilbo's heir Frodo Baggins
embarks on an epic quest to destroy the sinister Ring acquired on the earlier
journey. This collective work is often named the greatest novel of the 20th
century. I loved it very much and read it over and over again.
The
Adventures of Tom Bombadil
This is a collection of poems and light verse supposedly written by hobbits,
actually collected from Tolkien's papers of many years. It is fun to read
after you have read the first four books.
The
Road Goes Ever On
Songbook of Donald Swann's musical settings of several Tolkien poems. Includes
new calligraphy and some historical and linguistic notes by Tolkien. Out of
print.
The
Silmarillion
Best seen as the lore book of the Elves whom the hobbits meet on their
journeys. In a high formal tone, it tells of the mythic creation of the world
and the tragic wars of the Elves and the Valar against evil. This volume was
compiled after Tolkien's death as a "snapshot" of the latest versions
of legends he'd been working on all his life.
Pictures
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Large-sized reproductions of illustrations for The Hobbit and The Lord of the
Rings. Many also appear in Hammond and Scull's J.R.R. Tolkien: Artist &
Illustrator. Pictures is out of print.
Unfinished
Tales
The book with the answers to the questions posed by readers of The Lord of the
Rings' appendices. Incomplete but polished stories and essays from all periods
of Middle-earth's history.
Bilbo's
Last Song
A short poem, published as a book with illustrations by Pauline Baynes. Out of
print.
The
Book of Lost Tales (2 vol.)
The earliest versions of the "Silmarillion" legends, written in the
1910s.
The
Lays of Beleriand
Chiefly two long incomplete narrative poems retelling two of the principal
"Silmarillion" stories, of Turambar and of Beren and Lúthien. Written
in the 1920s.
The
Shaping of Middle-earth
The early versions of the "Silmarillion" in its later form, written
in the 1920s and 30s.
The
Lost Road
The title story is the earlier version of Tolkien's Atlantis legend, the fall
of Númenor. Also includes more early "Silmarillion" material and
thorough Elvish language etymologies, all written in the 1930s.
The
Return of the Shadow (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.1)
Drafts and early versions of the beginnings of The Lord of the Rings, written
in the late 1930s and covering approximately the first half of volume 1 of the
finished book.
The
Treason of Isengard (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.2) Continuing the drafts of The Lord of the Rings into the early 1940s and
parts of volumes 1-2 of the finished book.
The
War of the Ring (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.3)
Continuing the drafts of The Lord of the Rings into the mid 1940s and parts of
volumes 2-3 of the finished book.
Sauron
Defeated (The History of The Lord of the Rings v.4)
Part one, "The End of the Third Age" (also published separately),
completes the drafts of The Lord of the Rings, covering the last half of volume
3. Also contains "The Notion Club Papers" and "The Drowning of
Anadûnê", later versions of the fall of Númenor. All written in the later
1940s.
Morgoth's Ring (The Later Silmarillion v.1)
"Silmarillion" papers, not included in the book called The
Silmarillion, dating from the 1940s and 50s, mostly dealing with events of the
first half of the story, in Valinor and Tol Eressëa.
The
War of the Jewels (The Later Silmarillion v.2)
More "Silmarillion" papers, from the same dates and chosen on the
same basis as in Morgoth's Ring, but mostly taking place in the second half of
the story, in Beleriand.
The
Peoples of Middle-earth
Includes drafts and early versions of the Appendices to The Lord of the Rings
and other late writings mostly of the 1950s and 60s, including a fragmentary
sequel to The Lord of the Rings.
Farmer
Giles of Ham
A short humorous account of an enterprising farmer in Anglo-Saxon times and his
dealings with giants, dragons, knights, and other mythical beings. A hardcover
edition includes introduction and annotations by Wayne G. Hammond and Christina
Scull, plus a fragmentary sequel by the author. Without the extra material, the
story is in the paperback omnibus The Tolkien Reader. Both editions in print
have the splendid original illustrations by Pauline Baynes.
Tree
and Leaf
An important essay "On Fairy-stories", plus a short story "Leaf
by Niggle" making the same points in allegorical form. Both are included
in the paperback omnibus The Tolkien Reader.
Smith
of Wootton Major
A short elegiac fairy-tale set in Anglo-Saxon times, describing a man's desire
for Faërie. The paperback edition is paired with Farmer Giles of Ham.
Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, Pearl, and Sir Orfeo
Tolkien's translations of three important 14th century Middle English poems.
Letters
from Father Christmas (previously titled The Father Christmas
Letters)
The letters supposedly written by the British equivalent of Santa Claus to the
Tolkien children between the 1920s and 40s. All of the creative imagination
that Tolkien used for more public works, and a good deal about elves and
goblins, went into these.
The
Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien
Correspondence with his family, publishers, and readers, showing the care
Tolkien put into the writing and production of his books, giving further
details of his intentions and the events of his sub-creation, and discussing
his personal and moral philosophy.
Mr.
Bliss
A children's picture book recounting the adventures of a peculiar man, his
strange pet the Girabbit, and the day he buys a car. Out of print.
The
Monsters and the Critics
This is a fine collection of Tolkien's non-technical essays on language and
literature. The title essay is his ground-breaking study of Beowulf. Out of
print.
Roverandom
A children's novel which is not much shorter nor less elaborate than The
Hobbit, but only published recently. It recounts the adventures of
a wayward toy dog on the Moon and beneath the Sea. It includes introduction and
annotations by Hammond
and Scull.
J.R.R.
Tolkien was born about the same time as my grandfather Fredrick Lake Clark and
both men fought in World War I, and I liked to think that maybe they met and
knew each other. They perhaps they talked and shared ideas. If I could create
my own grandfather I would have created J.R.R. Tolkien! I also admire the
relationship that he had with his son Chris. It is fun to note that my
grandfather Fredrick Lake Clark had a son named Chris, who also loved his
father very much.
J.R.R.
Tolkien gave me so much to think about and consider. I love this man and his
work very much!
I admit I am
a momma’s boy. I remember too wanting to know about the time (1922) that she
was born. I then began to read FrancisScott Key Fitzgerald(September
24, 1896 – December 21, 1940) was an American author of novels and short
stories, whose works are the paradigm writings of the Jazz Age, a term he
coined himself. He is widely regarded as one of the greatest American writers
of the 20th century. Fitzgerald is considered a member of the "Lost
Generation" of the 1920s. He finished four novels: This Side of Paradise, The Beautiful and Damned,Tender Is the Night, and his most famous, The
Great Gatsby. A fifth, unfinished novel, The Love of the Last
Tycoon, was published posthumously. Fitzgerald also wrote many short stories
that treat themes of youth and promise along with despair and age. I really
liked his books. I think I may have fallen in love with the 1920s. Both The
Great Gatsby and Tender Is the Night were made
into films, and in 1958 his life from 1937–1940 was dramatized in Beloved
Infidel. He was still a very young (44) man when he died. He died
from drinking too much and so did my mother and father...booze and tobacco
killed them both. Fitzgerald's work has inspired writers ever since he was
first published and he inspired me. The man could tell a great story.
I remember
going to see the movie The Great Gatsby and the clothes
both excited me and made me much more fashion conscientious and I became a fan
of the man that in my opinion captured a piece of my mother just for me. Ms.
Seldon had us read The Great Gatsby and talk about it in
her class in high school.
Like most
boys who grew up in the Pacific Northwest west
I also read and loved, Ernest
Miller Hemingway
(July 21, 1899 – July 2, 1961) who was an American author and journalist.
His economical and understated style had a strong influence on 20th-century
fiction, while his life of adventure and his public image influenced later
generations. I learned from him to just say it. Hemingway produced most of his
work between the mid-1920s and the mid-1950s, and won the Nobel Prize in
Literature in 1954 the year after my birth. He published seven novels, six
short story collections and two non-fiction works. Three novels, four
collections of short stories and three non-fiction works were published
posthumously. Many of these are considered classics of American literature
according to our Ms. Seldon.
Hemingway was raised in Oak Park,
Illinois. After high school he
reported for a few months for The Kansas City Star, before leaving for the
Italian front to enlist with the World War I ambulance drivers. In 1918,
he was seriously wounded and returned home. His wartime experiences formed the
basis for his novel A Farewell to Arms. In 1922, he married Hadley Richardson,
the first of his four wives. The couple moved to Paris, where he worked as a foreign
correspondent, and fell under the influence of the modernist writers and
artists of the 1920s "Lost Generation"
expatriate community. The Sun Also Rises, Hemingway's
first novel, was published in 1926. He also taught me that before I could write
I had to live some life first. Hemingway was born in Illinois and my father died and was buried
there.
After his 1927 divorce from Hadley Richardson, Hemingway married Pauline
Pfeiffer. They divorced after he returned from the Spanish Civil War where he
had acted as a journalist, and after which he wrote For Whom the Bell
Tolls. Martha Gellhorn became his third wife in 1940. They
separated when he met Mary Welsh in London
during World War II; during which he was present at the Normandy Landings
and liberation of Paris.For Whom the Bell Tolls taught me to give careful thought
to what I entitle a story. We may have also seen women much the same way if you
favor him with a bit more Thurber.
Shortly after the publication of The Old Man and the Sea
in 1952, Hemingway went on safari to Africa,
where he was almost killed in two successive plane crashes that left him in
pain or ill-health for much of the rest of his life.
Hemingway
had permanent residences in Key West, Florida, and Cuba
during the 1930s and 1940s, but in 1959 he moved from Cuba to Ketchum,
Idaho, where he committed suicide
in the summer of 1961. He died not even a hour drive from where I would live 7
years later. I did see what attracted him to Idaho in those days...before Mormons and
Republicans ruined the place.
I think I learned to write how I really felt about something from this fine
man. I may have learned also how to live my life from him. I think I have read
most everything he has written and I have studied his life in great deal. He
reminds me of my father, Rusty Payne, I suppose.
I think when
a man is growing and is being forced to embrace so much “change” it is those he
admires who help guide him through it. For me, Ernest Miller Hemingway, was sort of a guide. When I was 25 I debated
shooting myself, but decided if Ernest Miller Hemingway could handle 61 years
surely I could too!
I love a
great well written story. I have read more books that I can list here, well
into the thousands. I think perhaps one of the most important to me as a writer
was and still is Earl Henry Hamner, Jr. (born on July 10, 1923 (my mother’s
age) in Schuyler, Virginia) is an American television writer and producer
(sometimes credited as Earl Hamner), best known for his work in the 1970s and
1980s on the long-running CBS series The Waltons and Falcon
Crest. As a novelist, he is best known for the novel Spencer's
Mountain, which was inspired by his own childhood and formed the basis for both
the film of the same name and the television series The Waltons,
for which he provided voice-over narration. I wrote him once and he answered my
letter much to my surprise and thereafter we exchanged several letters and I
got to know him some and I have to tell you I like him a great deal. I have an
autographed 8x10 of him on my wall in the office. His family and my
family (the Paynes) both started out in America
in the state of Virginia.
Mr. Hamner
is currently 88 years old and I will be so sad when he passes.
He based the Walton family grandparents in the popular television series on his
own maternal Italian-American grandparents, Ora Lee and Colonel Anderson
Gianniny, an anglicized version of the Italian surname "Giannini". I
would watch The Waltons and see my own family more often than not, we too were
a large poor Southern family.
We had no Italian blood but mostly Welsh, Scotch, English, Irish and some
Native American!
In 1954, Hamner wrote "Hit and Run", an episode of the NBC
legal drama Justice in which guest star E.G. Marshall plays a man haunted by his crime of
striking a newsboy on a bicycle and fleeing the scene of the accident.
Hamner also contributed eight episodes in the early 1960s to the CBS science
fiction series The Twilight Zone. His first script acceptance for
the series was his big writing break in Hollywood.
Including one of my favorites about an old man and his dog.
He created two less successful series, Boone on NBC (1983–1984),
starring Tom Byrd and Barry Corbin, and Apple's Way (1974–1975) on CBS
with Ronny Cox.
Hamner used family names to title his projects: Spencer (Spencer's
Mountain) is the maiden name of his paternal grandmother Susan Henry
Spencer Hamner. "The Waltons" comes from his paternal
grandfather Walter Clifton Hamner and great-grandfather Walter Leland
Hamner.
Spencer's Mountain staring Henry Fonda, Maureen
O'Hara and James MacArthur was the story that became The Waltons
truth be told, first as a book then as the wonderful film. Thanks to this
author I began writing about me and my family with pride and more important I
began writing with the idea of a film coming from the story. James MacArthur
was the first John Boy.
There is
another writer that inspired me a great deal. Neil Simon (born July 4, 1927) is an American playwright and screenwriter.
He has written numerous Broadway plays, including Brighton Beach Memoirs,Biloxi Blues, and The Odd Couple. He won the 1991
Pulitzer Prize for Drama for his play Lost In Yonkers. He has written the
screenplays for several of his plays that were made into movies. He also has
written the books for several musicals, including Sweet Charity.
I also wrote him and was surprised when he wrote me back and we exchange
several letters and his 8x10 also hangs on my office wall. From him I learned
so much about dialogue and injecting just the right amount of humor. I love
this man and his work very much. He is I think about 84 as I write these words
and so know too I will miss him when he passes.
Writers are
strange people who see the same world as the rest of us but who focus on things
we tend to ignore or just not see in the first place. I have learned to write
from many of them each giving me just one or two things that makes all the
difference. To be a good writer you have to become a great reader. I thank you
for allowing me to share my thoughts on these writers and encourage you to read
more about each of them. I want to add just one more.
Many writers
have come to surface since I developed my interest in cinematherapy; Flanders,
Linda, Grace, Maria, Gurian, Michael, Horenstein, Mary Ann et al., Johnson,
Bill, Kalm, Michael A., Madison, Ronald J. & Schmidt, Corey, Peske, Nancy
and Beverly West, Rosenberg, David to list a few but none more than Solomon,
Gary.Gary Soloman came to me after I had completed my
Master’s Degree dealing getting Hispanic Parents Involved in Their Children’s
Educational Process and wanted to get started on my PhD research. When I read Dr. Gary Solomon would
suggest watching movies for their therapeutic value it made a great deal of
sense to me having been raised by a television set.
Dr. Gary
Solomon is a tenured Professor of Psychology at the College of Southern Nevada.
Dr. Gary Solomon has a Master’s Degree in Social work, a Master’s Degree in
Public health, a Doctorate in Psychology, and a Doctorate in Social Work--(abd
status). He is author of “Reel Therapy,” “The Motion Picture Prescription”,
“Cinemaparenting”, "A Psychiatric Diagnostic Primer" and "A
Ballad for Allison Porter." Dr Solomon has four additional books being
released in 2009.
He is the former director of Arizona Family Counseling and Education and former
director of the prestigious Oregon Psychotherapy Consortium, Dr. Solomon’s area
of expertise includes analyzing film for its psychological content--a process
he created called, Cinematherapy, psychiatric diagnosis such as post
traumatic stress in the work place, school or society, sexual disorders,
anxiety disorders, somatoform disorders, suicide, substance disorders.
He can also speak with authority on the quality of mental health care in Nevada. Dr. Solomon's
most recent work in the area of quantum mechanics and evolutionary psychology
is gaining local and national attention. If I ever finish my PhD it will be
thanks to him for pointing me in a direction that could interest me enough to
hang in there.
I had just
finished writing my Master’s Thesis about getting Hispanic students moms and
dads more involved in their educational process when “Selena”Quintanilla-Pérez (April 16, 1971 – March
31, 1995) died and the little Hispanic girls at our school were devastated by
her death and as one who worked with them at Lincoln Junior High School I
wanted to help them deal with and cope with the lose of somebody they loved and
respected so much. The answer came to me from the work of Dr. Gary Solomon in
something I learned was called Cinematherapy. It
would preoccupy my thoughts for years afterward when thinking about how to deal
with other issues they faced, like juvenile crime, drug abuse, gangs and
teenage pregnancy. Teachers, counselors and parents need all the tools they can
get to help their children cope with today’s issues, problems and tragedies
that the children face everyday. Thank God people write down their thoughts on
such things and share them with the people working on the frontlines with these
children.
These then
are the other eight (8) writers and authors that have most impacted me and my
writing. I have read most of the so called classics and I was an English minor
in college and so did my share of reading and discussing the best known pieces
of American and world literature.I love
to read and write biographies and so made a point of reading about 100 of my
heroes and all of the US
Presidents, and while at Lincoln Junior High School I did make Abe
Lincoln a special study. These days I am reading about business and
some special projects that interest me…health care and building several major
projects. My diverse background had me studying many different things…building,
chemical pesticides, nursing, title insurances and food for example. Writers of
many different things for example water and gardening have been life interests
that I read about almost every day. I want to take this opportunity to say
Thank You to the writers I have enjoyed for making life so much more
interesting!
#8 New Today
Friday June 15, 2012
Future
Projects:
Today is the
birthday of Neil Patrick Harris, born in Albuquerque NM,
in 1973, he is an actor best known for his Doogie Howser MD television
series…Happy Birthday! Eight is my lucky number so I will be interested to see if
anyone reads this.
I was asked about future projects…
I want to
write more collections of biographies and I want to write a biography of the
character actor Jack
Elam who was
very special to me. I want to write collections of biographies about Asian actors and another about Hispanic actors. I want to write a children’s book
about the men, ships and battles of the Texas Navy in Spanish & English. I
want to convert my first two books, Collin The Canada Goose & Charlie The Shy Cowboy into comic books. I want to get the two I have ready
for a publisher to be published.
I want to
produce three animated films based on three of my books currently in print (Collin The Canada Goose & Charlie The Shy Cowboy & The Banjo & The Telescope) and then two more new ones I have
finished. I also want to make a Christmas short film. I want to produce films
about Jonathan & King David, President Lincoln and a race war.
I want to
design a nice webpage about my family history. Few things interest
me as much as the genealogy of my family (Payne, Clark, Rhys & Williams).
I want to
redo my current webpage to include music, animation and a blog and make it way
more interactive with the visitors.
I want to
create a new magazine.
I want to
see to these things happen; 1. I want to see the donkey or burro made the official mascot of the National Democrat Party. 2. I want to see the Feast of St. Francisof Assision October 4th become more celebrated and encouraged with people
having their pets blessed in the spirit of this patron saint of animals and
ecology and cities celebrating what animals have done and continue to do for
mankind in a much bigger way. I would love to have websites for these two
causes and start working harder to make this sort of thing happen on a larger
level.
#7 New Today
Wednesday June 6, 2012
WHO AM I?
My next door
neighbor asked me who I am. It is an interesting question for me to try to
answer. I am a 58 year old man. I have attended many hours of classroom
experiences from many very wise people and so by most standards I am well
educated.
I worked as
a carpenter, fast food manager and retail sales manager. I had to take classes
to do these jobs as well. I first seriously studied nursing, then gardening and
chemical pesticides, and then I went to a community college for four years and
took many different classes and finally graduated with an Associate of Fine Arts Degree.
I then went on to a teacher’s college(Eastern Washington
University) and graduated
there too with a Bachelor’s of Arts in Education. I then made a serious study of
title insurance becoming an examiner, title officer and Accounts Manger in that
area always taking more classes and getting various licenses and
certifications. I also became a licensed General Contractor about this time. I
then went into a program with other professional educators to get a Master
of Arts Degree in Diverse Learners and, finally I was accepted into a program in
Educational Leadership at Colorado
State University
to get my PhD. I began reading at the
age of three years and writing about the same time. I have had a life long love
of books. I have always read the bible and studied it seriously and I did get
ordained as a protestant minister. I can claim the title of Reverend before my name if I wish and I
don’t. I have studied the religions of Episcopalians, Catholics and many
others, but also was a Buddhist for a while.
I love
religion and politics. I am a very liberal Yellow
Dog Democrat! I am proud of my Democrat Party! I am not progressive and I
am not conservative except when it comes to money. I am a liberal and don’t
really care who likes it. I go to mass and am considered a good Catholic but I
question almost everything the church says or does. My favorite living
theologians are: Fr. Joseph F. Girzone, Fr. John Giuliani,Cardinal Bernardin, Cardinal Dolan and people like Cardinal Carlo Maria Martini, SJ would top my list…for Catholics. I love
Presiding Bishop Katharine Jefferts
Schori who was born March 26, 1954, the year after me. I like and admire
Gene Robinson. My list of writers on the subject of religion is indeed too long
to list. I really know and don’t much care for Charles Chaput, but I keep
advocating for him to become a cardinal.
I love the
water, swimming and boating and anything to do with the water including
fishing. I love guns and am a very good hot. I am also an archer and I love to
fence, both epee and saber. I love Judo which I have studied off and on since
1968. I love to run and I love horse back riding and working cattle. I am a
Master Gardener. I am a great cook and love fine wine. I enjoy a good Scotch
Whiskey and Bailey’s Irish Cream and sometimes gin and tonic.
I am also an
artist who loves to draw, paint and refinish old stuff. I also love to design
and build things. I am a fair mechanic, plumber and carpenter and I can do
wiring but don’t really like it.
I love
movies as much as books and I am worked in the film business and I have a large
collection of movies. I have watched a great deal of television all of my life
and expect to die in front of the television. My favorite movie is Second-hand
Lions!
I am a very
serious and strong advocate for the animals that we share the planet with. I
have had some wonderful pets, Bridge-it a dachshund, Tide
a Dalmatian, Casey a Yorkshire terrier, Orphan, Winston & Brewsterall Crocker Spaniels and a great little Dandy Dinmont & Belington
Terrier mix named Miss Molly for the last 17 years. These dogs especially Molly
have had a big impact on my life and have indeed made me a better person. I
also had two monkeys, a squirrel monkey (Cebidae SaimiriinaeSaimiri)
named Apple Jack and a wooly monkey (Atelidae, Atelinae, Lagothrix)
named Reba Jae Wooly, both of whom I loved and enjoyed very much
as a boy. I have had horse and birds and fish as well and they are all
wonderful pets that have much to teach us if we can just learn to listen. When
I was 14 years old I went out on my Vision Quest and was visited by five
animals that would become my Spirit Guides though this life. They were
the owl, the bear, the bison, the wolfand the dolphin and through out my life they have visited
right when I needed them most. The Great Spirit commands us to be
good stewards over all that He entrusted us with and I take that very
seriously. I am an animal lover!
I also
should tell you when I was five years old I got my first visit from a púca or pooka, phouka, púka which ever you prefer.These areone of the myriad fairy folk, both revered and feared by those who
give credence to their existence. His name was Bobbie and he was a 6’4” blue
rat and over the years I have come to love him very much. I frequently talk
over my thoughts, ideas, emotions and feelings with him and he is also great
advice, insight and wisdom. I grew up largely because of him. Someday I will
write a story about him perhaps. My mother visited with an expert on children’s
behavior and he assured her I was fine, “He just has a vivid imagination!”
Little did he know Bobbie was there to stay for over fifty years now. Wild rats
are nothing if not holders of high intelligence, ingenuity, aggressiveness, and
adaptability. These were things I needed as a child and upon occasion still do.
He taught me to be resilient God Bless him.Maybe I should describe myself as somewhat eccentric likeElwood P.Dowd who also had a pooka friend his name was Harvey.
I have been
married three times to very nice and beautiful ladies and with one I had a
child, a daughter who has given me two grandsons. I fathered two sons out of
wedlock. I have two grandsons that I adore. So I am a father and grandfather.
I am a very
serious and strong advocate for children and their rights. I have worked with
so-called problem children since 1968! I have also coached Little League and
been the Chief Counselor of the Columbian Squires in the Knights of Columbus. I have worked to
administer punishment to the children, who have gotten into trouble with the
law, and I have counseled them and I have been a teacher and professional
educator. I prefer to teach adults however. I love to work with troubled young
people as a counselor.
I have been
in a wonderful relationship with another man for the past 22 years and so you
can make of that whatever you wish. 22 years is way more than double all the
time I have spent in relationships with women. He is caring, loving, sensitive,
compassionate and very thoughtful. It is hard to now imagine life without him.
I am a big
fan of the history of words and the English language. My favorite author is James Grover Thurber (December 8,
1894 – November 2, 1961) but I love the classics and Ernest Miller Hemingway (July 21, 1899
– July 2, 1961) and Francis ScottKeyFitzgerald(September 24, 1896 – December 21,
1940) are favorites. If I had to answer the question that is who I am, I suppose I would say I am a freelance
writer. I love to write about most anything. I love history, art, politics,
religion and language and the cultures from which they come.
#6 New Today
Tuesday
June 5, 2012
I have long
had issues with religion. I use this as an example, when it comes to editing
the bible…in Matthew 24:35, the Lord Jesus said, "Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away."
And too, Revelation 22:18-19, If any man
shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are
written in this book: And if any man shall take away from the words of the book
of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out
of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book. Then
there is Proverbs 30:5-6, Every word of
God is pure: he is a shield unto them that put their trust in him. Add thou not
unto his words, lest he reprove thee, and thou be found a liar. I read
these passages and keeping in mind I was baptized an Episcopalian in 1954, converted to the Roman Catholic with the
help of Father Daniel Hirtz and Archbishop Bernard Law (he is now a
Cardinal), who did in fact confirm me a Roman Catholic, in 1974. I still think
and act and often believe more like an Episcopalian. I think it reflects
believes here and now in America
and is more true to the Christian faith. I am a student of the bible and the
Christian faith and I believe God is all about LOVE. He IS love! Imagine
a great cosmic ball of spirit that is love and you there in have heaven and God
as I see it and Him. I believe too that the emergence of these many different
"Bible" versions is Satan's most successful attempt to attack God's
word. The Bible says that in the last days there's going to be a falling away
of the church and I believe that these other versions are helping to usher it
along. The Catholic Church stand like an old dinosaur there in Rome refusing to
change, grow and adjust and for that it is losing the more logical, rational,
reasonable and practical among us. I today wrote a letter to many of my friends
that is typical of how I think and see the world of religion and faith.
Tuesday
June 5, 2012
Dear Friends:
I am not writing about HRH the queen or her ailing spouse, thou they are in my prayers.
I am also not writing about the recall of the Republican Governor Scott Walker in Wisconsin,
thou I hope he gets sent packing, because he is against the common working man
and favors the rich and greedy. I am also not writing about the
child sex abuse trial of former PennState assistant coachJerry Sandusky who is a dirty old
pervert. I am writing about the Vatican’s doctrinal office on Monday
denounced an American nun who taught Christian ethics at Yale Divinity School
for a book that attempted to present a theological rationale for same-sex
relationships, masturbation and remarriage after divorce. The Vatican
office, the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, said that the book, “Just Love: A Framework for Christian
Sexual Ethics,”
by Sister Margaret A.
Farley, was “not
consistent with authentic Catholic theology,” and should not be used by Roman
Catholics. They are of course dinosaurs! The church in Rome is not only out of touch with American
Catholics it is out of touch with reality, logic and reason!
Sister Farley, a past president of the Catholic Theological Society of America
and an award-winning scholar, responded in a statement: “I can only clarify
that the book was not intended to be an expression of current official Catholic
teaching, nor was it aimed specifically against this teaching. It is of a
different genre altogether.” They are mostly senile old buzzards sister
that really don't care, they want to make a point out of you.
The book, she said, offers “contemporary interpretations” of justice andfairness in human sexual relations, moving away from a “taboo morality”
and drawing on “present-day scientific, philosophical, theological, and
biblical resources.”
The formal censure comes only weeks after the Congregation for the Doctrine of
the Faith issued a stinging reprimand of the main coordinating group of
American nuns, prompting many Catholics across the country to turn out in
defense of the nuns with protests, petitions and vigils.
The nuns’ organization, the Leadership Conference of Women Religious, said on
Friday that its board had declared that the Vatican’s
accusations were “unsubstantiated,” and that it was sending its leaders to Rome to make its case.
Three bishops have been appointed by the Vatican to supervise an overhaul of
the nuns’ organization.
The censure of Sister Farley, who belongs to the Sisters of Mercy of the Americas, is
the second time recently that a book by an American nun has been denounced by
the church’s hierarchy. In 2011, the doctrine committee of United States bishops condemned “Quest for the
Living God: Mapping Frontiers in the Theology of God,” by Sister Elizabeth A.
Johnson, a professor of theology at Fordham
University in New York.
The Vatican’s
doctrinal office, led by an American, Cardinal William J. Levada, has spent
more than two years reviewing Sister Farley’s book, which was published in
2006. The office first notified Sister Farley’s superior of its concerns in
March 2010, and said it had opened a further investigation because a response
she had sent to the Vatican
in October 2010 had not been “satisfactory.” It said her book had “been a cause
of confusion among the faithful.”
The dean of Yale Divinity School,
Harold W. Attridge, a Catholic layman, and the president of the Sisters of
Mercy, Sister Patricia McDermott, issued statements in support of Sister
Farley. So did 15 fellow scholars who, in a document released by the divinity
school, testified to Sister Farley’s Catholic credentials and the influence she
has had in the field of moral theology.
Cardinal Levada’s statement about the book, dated March 30 but released on
Monday, said that it “cannot be used as a valid expression of Catholic
teaching, either in counseling and formation, or in ecumenical and
interreligious dialogue.” Pope Benedict XVI approved the statement’s contents
and ordered its publication, it said. The statement comes as the Vatican
struggles to contain a controversy over leaked documents that showed infighting
and mismanagement in the papacy of Benedict XVI, who on Sunday concluded a
three-day meeting in Milan
to promote family values.
The Vatican spokesman, the Rev. Federico Lombardi, said the Vatican had not
called for any sanctions against Sister Farley and was not expected to do so
because she has retired from teaching.
Sister Farley’s book finds moral and theological justifications for same-sex
marriage, which aside from abortion, has become the major galvanizing political
and moral issue for American bishops. The statement took Sister Farley to task
for writing that same-sex marriage “can also be important in transforming the
hatred, rejection, and stigmatization of gays and lesbians.” She wrote that
“same-sex relationships and activities can be justified according to the same
sexual ethic as heterosexual relationships and activities.”
“This opinion is not acceptable,” the Vatican
statement said. The Catechism of the Catholic Church, it said, says homosexual
acts are “acts of grave depravity” that are “intrinsically disordered” and
“contrary to the natural law.” It said that Sister Farley’s assertion that
sometimes divorce is a reasonable option for couples who have grown apart
contradicted church teaching on the “indissolubility of marriage.” In my
opinion what is not acceptable is the Vatican's out-dated ideas about human
sexuality generally and some old goat who has never had any sex specially
talking about it as if he knew something without ANY first hand
experience...and that is being kind in my opinion.
The statement quoted liberally from some of the racier passages in “Just Love,”
including ones in which Sister Farley writes that female masturbation “usually
does not raise any moral questions at all.” She adds that “many women” have
found “great good in self-pleasuring — perhaps especially in the discovery of
their own possibilities for pleasure — something many had not experienced or
even known about in their ordinary sexual relations with husbands or lovers.”
The Vatican
said this assessment contradicted church teaching that “the deliberate use of
the sexual faculty, for whatever reason, outside of marriage is essentially
contrary to its purpose.” I believe the sister writes from the heart about sex
and love and allows her brain to guide her hand. She is wise and good and the Vatican is
simply again WRONG!!!!
With Love,
Richard A. Payne
I suppose I will always believe in a Great Spirit, God if you will. I see
this God as a very loving, understanding and kind being. If we do our very best
to be loving to ourselves, to others and to the idea of a God who IS love, then
I believe strongly when our life concludes that we will in fact become part of
the Great Cosmic ball of LOVE, which some can and do call heaven. I
always tell people IF it doesn’t sound like love, feel like love or could be
somehow be loving then it can not and is not of God.
If we focus our energy of greed, hate, prejudice, discrimination, cruelty
and malice then we will be ban from any and all contact with that God in the
end. I may not always be a Catholic, I may return to the Episcopalian Church
and their King James Version of the bible, which you have to understand
was mistranslated due to cultures of those doing the translations as well as
their language which didn’t always see the world as did the Greeks, Arabs, Jews
& the languages that the so called word of God was written in and
translated to.For me, the bible is
little more than a long love letter, which could be re-titled LOVE FOR
DUMMIES! God wants us and expects us to first love ourselves, then
to love ALL others and it is in doing those two things that we prefect
our love for Him! I wish you LOVE!
#5 New Today
Higher Education:
Friday June 1, 2012
I just got
asked to update my status as an alum of EWU and it got me thinking. I first
studied nursing at Kootenai Memorial Hospital
in Coeur d ‘Alene Idaho.
I worked as an ER Tech and loved it. I went to Spokane Community College to study chemical
pesticides first and then for a program in fine arts to Spokane Falls
Community College.I did get a Washington State Manager’s
License in Chemical Pesticides. Spokane Falls Community College (SFCC) is one
of two accredited institutions that comprise the Community Colleges of Spokane,
District 17. In addition to serving a large urban and suburban population, the
college and district provide educational services to rural communities
throughout a six-county, 12,000 square-mile region through the Institute for
Extended Learning (IEL). It was like high school with ash trays back then, the
mid-1970s. I was there from 1975 to 1979 and loved every second of my time
there. I was an ASB Senator from the Fine Arts Department. I was a frequent
contributor to the school newspaper. I appeared it two school plays, and was on
the school radio station and I was an art major who modeled and acted and
basically had a great time. I graduated in 1979 with an Associate of Fine Arts
Degree and transferred out to EWU, which we called the teacher’s college back
then. I planned on becoming a high school language arts teacher, English &
American literature, Speech, Journalism and Theatre Arts classes. While I was
at SFCC I got to met Captain Jacques-Yves Cousteau, you know the French naval officer, explorer, conservationist, filmmaker, innovator,
scientist, photographer, author and researcher. He was a childhood hero of
mine. I also got to met Paolo Soleri
(born June 21, 1919 ) is an Italian architect, author, visionary, and pioneer
of new human spaces. I quickly came to respect and admire Soleri
very much too. I remember the passion I felt for issues dealing with the
environment and human civil rights and basic rights like getting clean air,
water and food. I saw the future offering hope for environmentalists and
humanists like me. I loved the Pacific Northwest
so very much and still do. I also want to say something about Dixy Lee Ray (September 3,
1914–January 2, 1994) was the 17th Governor of the U.S. State of Washington.
She was Washington's
first female governor. She was governor from January 12, 1977 – January
14, 1981 and I helped to elect her, but she really disappointed me when she
refused to debate Cousteau on the subject of allowing super tankers
into the Puget Sound.I turned 18 in 1971 and have voted in every
election since. In 1976 I got active in Washington State
because of her. I am proud to have helped the state elect their first female
governor. She was the same age as my father.
It was in a play at SFCC, THE THURBER CARNIVAL that I met
Betty Susan Roberts, who was the leading lady, I had the leading male role, we
would end up married and she would have my baby daughter Kea. Our classmates
nicknamed us the “Battling
Bogarts”!
I loved my time at Eastern
Washington University which is a regional, comprehensive public
university located in Cheney, Wash., with programs also offered in Bellevue,
Everett, Kent, Seattle, Shoreline, Spokane, Tacoma, Vancouver and Yakima.
Eastern is a driving force
for the culture, economy and vitality of the Inland Northwest region.
When they say, “A focus on personal attention, faculty
excellence and community collaboration allows Eastern to accomplish its mission
for preparing well-rounded students ready to hit the ground running in their
chosen career fields.” I think about the professors I had in the Department
of Communication Studies, and I have to tell you they were excellent and I
loved my classes with each of them. I also took classes in the Drama
Department, English Department and Education Department and all of them were
outstanding! I lived in married student housing with my wife and baby daughter
and I tutored Chinese students in English and they tutored me in Chinese.
Eastern's 300-acre park-like
campus is just 17 miles from Washington's
second largest city, Spokane.
I was well known as the guy with the bright red Hudson’s Bay Wool Coat and the back pack with
the cute little girl in it.
From EWU it is an easy drive
to 20 lakes, beautiful mountains and the Turnbull National Wildlife refuge; all
of which offer fishing, hiking, biking, boating, wildlife watching and more. I
know because my mother moved us into the area in 1969. I graduated High School
in the so-called Lakeland
School District. I lived
in Hayden Lake,
Coeur d’Alene, Post
Falls, and Bayview on Pond Oreille as
well as Hauser Lake,
Spirit Lake
and both of the Twin
Lakes. This unique
geographic positioning allows students the serenity to focus on their studies,
the spirit of a small college town, the recreational opportunities of the
Northwest and the invaluable internship opportunities and civic involvement
offered by a major metropolitan area. It's no wonder more than 10,000 students
(and counting) now make Eastern their home away from home. I loved my time at
EWU and now I am a proud alumnus!
Eastern is now the state's
fastest growing public institution, yet maintains a 21:1 student-faculty ratio.
This momentum can also be seen through structural changes around campus,
including renovation of Roos Field (formerly Woodward Field) with the nation's
first-ever red synthetic turf; the $26.3 million Recreation Center, complete
with a NHL-size hockey rink, climbing wall, sports courts and state-of-the-art
fitness center; the current remodeling of Patterson Hall and the recently
completed renovation of historic Hargreaves Hall. I lived in the old Married Student Court,
now long gone, and the school has changed but in many ways it is still the
small campus I came to so love.
One of my best memories at
EWU was getting to met Richard Buckminster"Bucky" Fuller(July 12, 1895 – July 1,
1983) was an American systems theorist, architect, engineer, author, designer,
inventor, and futurist. I was lucky indeed because he died the following year.
"Bucky" Fuller was also a childhood hero of mine! In my
teens I dreamed of becoming an architect and
designing a city under the geodesic
dome or spherical or partial-spherical shell
structure or lattice shell based on a network of great circles (geodesics) on
the surface of a sphere so that people could live under the sea under its
protection. I smile as I remember those silly dreams now, but they kept me
alive back then. Dreams can be magical indeed. At EWU I got to meet the man who
gave us the geodesic dome!
My baby girl graduated with me at EWU and for me
that made it something I will always remember. In the early 1980s EWU was just
getting started on something new called the computer and I wasn’t convince that
would go anywhere, and now I smile as I surely do know better. I recall the
Chinese students trying to convince me and I was having none of it. Most of
them now teach computer studies somewhere from the Virgin Islands to Houston Texas.
We still communicate, but then I was a Communication Studies major. I studied fencing at EWU and it is a sport I
still love today. I was also into forensics there.
I joined with 17 other Professional Educators to
get a Master’s Degree in Diverse Learners from the University of Phoenix. I did my Master’s
Degree research in involving Hispanic parents in their children’s educational
processes. This was the key to building the child’s success to my way of
thinking.
In Fort
Collins, they were about 13% of the student population, but accounted for the majority of
D’s & F’s, office referrals and disciplinary actions and ultimately a
disproportionally high drop-out rate, which I found troubling. I saw films made
about Hispanics as a great tool to use in counseling these students, which
become my doctoral research. Their numbers continue to grow compared to white
students.
Then Bob Bacon sponsored me into the PhD Program in
the Department of Education at Colorado State
University in Educational Leadership, I
came down with diabetes and never completed defending my dissertation in using
Hispanic centered films to counsel Hispanic students. I had helped to elect Bob
Bacon to the school board, then to the Colorado House and finally to the
Colorado Senate. He is a good friend and nice man. I completed most of the course work, but was
unable to defend my doctorate.
I have
always been interested in how and why people learn language or languages. I
have studied this. I am now interested in writing to encourage readers to learn
as much as they can about different languages. Christians should to better
study the bible or other holy books. People interested in money should because
increasingly ours is a global economy.
In general
people should because often they are excluded from full and complete
understanding because language that is translated is simply incomplete
thoughts.
If we hope
to solve the world’s problems communication is the key and languages are the
tools we need to accomplish good communications. I have learned more about
language translating my own words and thoughts into Spanish, Russian, Chinese
and Arabic than I could have ever learned in a classroom.
Some ideas,
thoughts, feelings and emotions simply do not translate well. Sometimes there
are more precise words, sometimes there are NO words and sometimes the best we
can do is come close, never sure if we are close enough. Imagine two fish out
in the ocean trying to talk about fire. Fire is important to fish many end
their lives being cooked over a fire. Fire can not and does not exist in a
world of water, so it is doubtful that fish would have a word for it. Please
think about that. Imagine the things we can not think about because we simply
do not have the words. The Eskimos have a large number of words for snow,
because they understand it better and need more precise words to talk about it
to one another. The Greeks have seven words for love, and so their
conversations about that tend to be more clear and precise than ours and their
understanding is improved on the subject for it. Many cultures have no words
for homosexual simply because it is not important enough to warrant a special
word…careful now do not read too much or too little into that idea. For people
like me the study of language gives great insight into a culture that is
otherwise lost. When you kill a language you kill the people it belongs to.
When you learn a new language a new world presents itself to you. You will
think about thinks you have never seen before, like two fish talking about
fire.
For the
record someday I will get my Doctor of Philosophy Degree in
Educational Counseling, it is important to me. Until then I will continue to be
angry at the lady in my program at CSU who made it so difficult for me and who
lacked the understanding to be a teacher of anything in my opinion. I still
believe my natural abilities and my work history suggestI am gifted in school or educational leadership. This
process of enlisting and guiding the talents and energies of teachers, pupils,
and parents toward and thereby achieving common educational aims is something
of a gift. I demonstrated this at Lincoln
Junior High School and it
was the driving force behind my Master’s degree research and I will one day get
my PhD in that area. I believe this is not only possible but an absolute must. The
term school leadership came into currency in the late 20th century for
several reasons. Demands were made on schools for higher levels of pupil
achievement, and schools were expected to improve and reform. These
expectations were accompanied by calls for accountability at the school level.
Teachers and school administrators are going to be more and more seen in light
of their accountability and this is in the best interest of all involved in a
child’s educational process.
That is my
higher educations story for today in something new!
#4 New Today
When I attended Eastern
Washington University (1980-82)
I met and got to know several Chinese students:
1. Michael Chang
Today
Tuesday May 15, 2012 Michael visited my webpage and signed into my
quest book, it is my hope we can reconnect and perhaps he can help me
hook up with these other two characters.
Michael Chang and his wife
Lifa and their sons were my next door neighbor. Shiaoben Chang was his
oldest son, he was a cute little fellow that called me “Jiu Jiu”, which means ‘mother’s
brother’ in Chinese. My little girl was the same age as Shiaoben but
maybe a few months younger, and she thought Shiaoben Chang was about the
cutest little boy in the world and she told me that she would like to marry him
someday. They are both in the mid thirties today and he is a teacher in
Houston
Texas now, she
lives in
Spokane
and is married with two little sons of her own. They were great neighbors and
we partied and ate together very often. I love Chinese food thanks to their
cooking.
My little girl learned some Chinese,
some Spanish and other languages as well living in married student housing at
EWU. It was easier for her as a baby than me as an adult.
2. Joseph (Tai-Zune) Chou
Joseph Chou loved children.
He was always giving the children treats and watching out for them. He would
often baby-sit for me. He really loved my daughter Kea and she thought he was
very nice and liked to be around him. He understood children and would laugh
and smile and entertain them as few adults could. He also loved to cook Chinese
food. He had a great sense of humor.
3.Pai Shu Chi, aka Jeff Pai
Jeff Pai became a close male
friend of mine. We would go to taverns (like Showalter’s
Hall) and drink together and he loved Country and Western Music and
would try to sing songs from Johnny Cash and Willie Nelson, it struck me as
funny that a Chinese guy so loved that kind of music and would sing it with a
heavy Chinese accent, which I found very funny indeed. He was more of a party
animal. He enjoying singing, laughing and drinking.
We also went sight-seeing in
my little old-colored 1972 Chevy Vega Kammback wagon. I remember the Chinese
students shared a car mostly driven by this guy whose name I can’t remember
right now but he had a wife named Monica I think…the car was an older
blue-green Dodge or
Plymouth.
In any event everyone liked my gold colored Vega Kammback wagon much better.
Before the Vega I had a VW Beatle which they called a turtle. I ended up selling it to one of them.
From these people I learned
to love the Chinese language, food, art and history. They are kind and loving
and friendly people and were great neighbors! I remember the Chinese also like
American food and drink so I guess if was fair and worked out, but it was clear
they needed their own food as a stable…especially the rice, they always had a
pot of rice.
#3 New Today
New Today for Friday April 27, 2012
My
political party’s image is very important for me. The most common mascot symbol
for my party is the donkey, although the party never officially adopted this
symbol. Andrew Jackson's opponents had labeled him a jackass during the intense
mudslinging in 1828. It is one of the things I like most about the man. I
believe there is indeed a time to be stubborn. A political cartoon titled
"A Modern Balaam and his Ass" depicting Jackson riding and directing a donkey
(representing the Democratic Party) was published in 1837. Reading in the book
of numbers about the talking donkey, he is the only one who clearly sees the
Lord’s intention and takes a beating for it but stands his ground and the angel
of the Lord notes this. A political cartoon by Thomas Nast in an 1870 edition
of Harper's Weekly revived the donkey as a symbol for the Democratic Party.
Cartoonists followed Nast and used the donkey to represent the Democrats, and
the elephant to represent the Republicans. I would much rather be a donkey or
burro than a fat over consuming aggressive elephant any day of the week.
In the
early 20th century, the traditional symbol of the Democratic Party in
Midwestern states such as Indiana, Kentucky, Oklahoma and Ohio was the rooster, as
opposed to the Republican eagle. Roosters are noisy and are best served friend
in my book. Yet, this symbol still appears on Oklahoma,
Kentucky, Indiana,
and West Virginia
ballots. In New York,
the Democratic ballot symbol is a five-pointed star, the star is used in too
many places and this is confusing to some. For the majority of the 20th
century, Missouri Democrats used the Statue of Liberty as their ballot emblem,
imagine the “show me state home of the Missouri Mule, prefers the Statue of
Liberty. This meant that when Libertarian candidates received ballot access in Missouri in 1976, they
could not use the Statue of Liberty, their national symbol, as the ballot
emblem. Missouri Libertarians instead used the Liberty Bell until 1995, when
the mule became Missouri's
state animal. Show me Missouri
than you can embrace our beloved little stubborn donkey or burro. From 1995 to
2004, there was some confusion among voters, as the Democratic ticket was
marked with the Statue of Liberty (used by Libertarians in other states) and
the Libertarians' mule was easily mistaken for a Democratic donkey. Let the
Libertarians find a new mascot!
Although
both major political parties (and many minor ones) use the traditional American
red, white, and blue colors in their marketing and representations, since
election night 2000 the color blue has become the identified color of the
Democratic Party, while the color red has become the identified color of the
Republican Party. I am truly okay with that. That night however, for the first
time, all major broadcast television networks used the same color scheme for
the electoral map: blue states for Al Gore (Democratic nominee) and red states
for George W. Bush (Republican nominee) and I am fine with being true blue.
Since then, the color blue has been widely used by the media to represent the
party.
This has caused
confusion among non-American observers because blue is the traditional color of
the right and red the color of the left outside of the United States
and I could care less. In Canada
red represents the Liberals, while blue represents the Conservatives and I say Canada isn’t
yet American. In the United
Kingdom, red denotes the Labour Party and
blue symbolizes the Conservative Party and I say okay.
Blue has
also been used both by party supporters for promotional efforts — Act Blue, Buy
Blue, Blue Fund, as examples — and by the party itself in 2006 both for its
"Red to Blue Program", created to support Democratic candidates
running against Republican incumbents in the midterm elections that year, and
on its official website and I say okay.
In
September, 2010, the Democratic Party in a truly cowardly move unveiled its new
logo, which featured a blue D inside a blue circle. It was the party's first official logo, as the donkey logo had
been used as a semi-official party logo. It is stupid and dumb and the person
who tried to break with our party’s tradition is a jerk in my book.
Jefferson-Jackson
Day is the annual fundraising event (dinner) held by Democratic Party
organizations across the United
States. It is named after Presidents Thomas
Jefferson and Andrew Jackson, whom the party regards as its distinguished early
leaders and you know they are.
The song
"Happy Days Are Here Again" is the unofficial song of the
Democratic Party. It was used prominently when Franklin D. Roosevelt was
nominated for president at the 1932 Democratic National Convention and remains
a sentimental favorite for Democrats today. I will always love it! For example,
Paul Shaffer played the theme on the Late Show with David Letterman after the
Democrats won Congress in 2006. More recently, the emotionally similar song
"Beautiful Day" by the band U2 has become a favorite theme
song for Democratic candidates and I say fine. John Kerry used the song during
his 2004 presidential campaign, and several Democratic Congressional candidates
used it as a celebratory tune in 2006 and I am okay with this too. Aaron
Copland's Fanfare for the Common Man is traditionally performed at the
beginning of the Democratic National Convention.
I love our
little donkey or burro and helped write the resolution to make it the mascot of
the Colorado Democrat Party and will never rest until it is the mascot of the National
Democrat Party as well. The donkey or ass, Equus africanus asinus, is
a domesticated member of the Equidae or horse family. The wild ancestor of the donkey is the African
wild ass, and came originally from Africa,
like our current President’s family did. I have never been more of my party
than during the last election when I was given a choice between a white female
and a black male, it is what I love most about my party, brave enough to
embrace change for the benefit of all but stubborn enough to demand what is
right. I also believe Barack Obama is the perfect man to help make the donkey “official”
once and for all. Read the bible Mary rode a donkey to Bethlehem
where she gave birth to the baby Jesus. Jesus later made the donkey his
preferred mood of transit.
Then there is that talking donkey
in the Book of Numbers in the Old Testament…and so I say if it is good enough
for Jesus, why not the National Democrat Party? Leave the elephant for Maharajas
and rich Republicans, the donkey of burro is a hard working smart and stubborn
little guy who tried to stand loyal to that which is right!
Things like clean air and water,
quality education for all, peace and justice and freedom for all Democrats care about ending
terrorism while not emboldening terrorists, about fighting disease and poverty
worldwide, about rejecting torture, about affordable energy costs, about
fighting global warming and developing sensible alternative energy sources,
about quality education for our children, about tax and election reform, about
keeping religion out of government and our schools, about caring for our senior
citizens, about affordable prescription drugs, about providing quality health
care for all, about creating good jobs, about protecting social security and
Medicaid, about sexual equality and homosexual rights, about not enabling
corrupt and oppressive governments, about a woman's right to chose and a fair
immigration policy, about civil rights for all, about safeguarding the
environment and protecting wildlife and about not opting to stimulate corporate
profits and malfeasance at the expense of the working class of this country.
Democrats believe in spreading the wealth and taking the money from rich Americans
who can most afford it and then giving the money to the lower and middle class
so that they can one day become rich too.
So I have
started a petition to get congress and the President to work to make this
happen at this year’s Democrat National Convention in Charlotte, N.C. You can go:
If I could go back in time and know my ancestors, what would I
discover? Not having the facts, I've sometimes wondered if I have any
Native American Indian blood. If so, how much? I've sometimes wondered
if I have any African American blood. If so, how much? It is very like
that African American people with the last name Payne, have my blood in
them as at several points in the family tree my family owned slaves.
More recently I learned that Barack Obama's white grandmother was named
Payne and I have some indications she was related to my family, so again
a famous black man, may well be my cousin and related because of who is
parents are. Dolly Madison had the maiden name Payne and her people and
mine came from exactly the same area of Virginia and so I may well be
related to several US Presidents.
I know this, there IS Native American blood on my father's side of
the family. His mother (named Williams) was born in Texas, and his
father's came from England and Wales originally in the late 1600's and
early 1700's to Virginia from England and Wales. They very liked married
families with Native American blood. His father's family clearly has
Chickasaw blood in them and is very proud of it and it is well
documented.
What about on my mother's side, the Rhys
& Clark families? My mother grew up in a large Welsh & English
family in Potter County, Pennsylvania. Her parents passed away, before I
got to meet them and to talk to them. Her mother did have Native
American features and so did her father. Pictures I have seen of him,
well he looked as though he might have some Native American blood in his
background. Both of my parents carried and passed on a very strong and
distinctive "blood" gene. Each of my siblings had had red haired
children which can only happen if both carry the gene for that.
So I have searched for over 30 years to see
what I could find. Sure enough, my mother's mother had no apparent
Native American blood on her mother's side. Her father was born in
Pennsylvania in 1895 and his family is mostly unknown to me, but they
could have married some Native American people. Her mother was born in
Potter County Pennsylvania to a well documented family named Rhys or
Rees. Her maternal grandmother was named Reed and they could have had
some Native American blood in them. Most of mom's grandparents and great
grandparents seem to have come from England and Wales.
My possible link to Native American ancestry
had to come from my mother's father and mother's mother. Now I am fairly
sure there's a trace of Native American blood in my veins from dad's
family. I am mostly Welsh, English, Scottish, Irish and some Native
American. Those are "my roots". Which boils down to a great big 'SO
WHAT' I know, but I think it is important to know who you are and what
your roots are.
I was born in Georgia to American parents,
which makes me 100% American. I've been working on creating who i am for
more than 40 years now and that project is still underway. "My roots"
contain only mildly interesting information. My mother and father
influenced my early development, but my earlier ancestors had very
little to do with it, as I didn't really know them. "Roots" may be a big
deal to some people, but they nothing to do with who I am today, I am a
very independent hard working guy who has worked hard to graduate high
school, the only boy and only one girl has done that in our family. I
went on to graduate college four times. One sister received her GED and
went to nursing school. I am a self made man as I left home at the
tender age of 14 years and did whatever I did by myself and for myself.
Of late I have learned some "new" information.
MONDAY, MARCH 19, 2012
Richard A. Payne learned that his great,
great grandfather Thomas Hamilton Payne (January 27, 1819 in Bourbon
Kentucky to September 14, 1884 in Montague Texas) went to great lengths
to document the family's Chickasaw blood. The Chickasaw are Native
American people originally from the region that would become the
Southeastern United States (Mississippi, Alabama, Tennessee &
Kentucky). They are of the Muskogean language family and are federally
recognized as the Chickasaw Nation. Thomas Hamilton Payne got his and
his family's names listed on the tribal rolls.
Prior to the first European contact the
Chickasaw migrated from western regions and moved east of the
Mississippi River where they settled mostly in present day northeast
Mississippi. It is where they encountered European explorers and
traders, having relationships with French, English and Spanish during
the colonial years. The Chickasaw were considered by the United States
as one of the Five Civilized Tribes, as the adopted numerous practices
of European Americans.
The Chickasaw now live in Oklahoma where
Richard's father was born and his great grandfather (Sam Payne) lived to
get free land from the government. The Chickasaw Nation in Oklahoma is
the 13th largest federally recognized tribe in the United States. They
are related to the Choctaw and share a common history with them. The
Chickasaw are divided in two groups (moities): the Impsaktea and the
Intcutwalipa. They traditionally had a matrilineal system, in which
children were considered to be part of the mother's clan, where they
gained their status. It seems Richard's feminism may be genetic and his
defining, establishing, and defending equal political, economic and
social rights for women maybe is in the blood in my veins.
If you think you have Native American blood I
encourage you to look for it in census records and family archives.
Know first of all, you are not alone. There is a shameful and very
destructive history in both Canada and the United States of native
children being coercively removed from their families and people:
situations ranging from young mothers being bullied in the delivery room
into giving up their children for adoption, to parents being told their
children had died at boarding school so that they could be adopted out
to "good" (white) families, to forcible kidnappings fueled by a
black-market adoption system, to, in the most distant past, US soldiers
sparing Indian children during massacres and bringing them home to raise
as servants. Less malevolently, since so many American Indians die
young and since alcoholism is such a problem in our communities, many
children have been orphaned or removed from alcoholic parents by child
welfare services--until recently, there was no effort made to place
these children with extended family or within the tribe, instead sending
them to white adoptive parents. Of course, mixed race children are as
vulnerable to bitter custody disputes as any other children. If you
believe your relatives or ancestors were removed from the native
community for any of these reasons, do not despair. There are people
there who remember you, and want to hear from you again. I believe our
elders watch over us and guide us when the time is right. There are
resources to help you too. If you know which tribe you or your parents
originally belonged to, then by all means contact the tribe; many tribes
have reunification programs, or at least they may have birth records in
their enrollment or census department that can help you find your birth
family again. Please know I pray for you and yours and ask the Great
Creator to bless you in your search.
#1 New Today
With Thanks to Michelangelo; The Autobiography of Richard A. Payne